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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,641
I was debating with myself whether to do this post or not, but I think I should.

I have managed to change to a lifestyle where I feel that I am improving, I have new responsibilities and that pleases me. I am amazed at how fast it was, so I am making progress in my recovery, I will always be grateful for having found this site (although I find it curious that I do not even remember how I found this forum).

I decided not to delete my account or delete any of it, I will leave everything intact in case I decide to return, I have no plans to reach 30 years old so it is a fact that I will finish CTB, but I have started a new stage of my life, it Which will keep me quite busy, and open new doors, it will be a long time, but I will let you all know when I decide to return. I hope to see some friends that I have made here again

Thank you all, and as a song says
... We will toast to all who will never return,
and that it goes beautiful to you, we will see you in a bar ...
 
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CC123

Arcanist
Mar 2, 2019
480
Congratulations moving on to the next exciting chapter in your life
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
973
It's relieving that you feel that way. I hope your life truly improves!
I feel the same way about reaching 30, but my time is running out...
 
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fruit-loops

fruit-loops

Student
Jun 27, 2021
150
Thank you @JustJudah , thank you for your presence on this forum! I hope you can realise all the goodness you are looking for, I hope that this journey will bring you the fulfilling life you deserve. I wish you the best! :hug:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,638
I wish you the best and I hope things work out for you.
 
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ohangiedontyouweep

Member
Sep 1, 2021
9
i don't know you but i'm so happy for you! i wish you all the luck and blessings in the world ❤️
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
Judah, Congratulations on your recovery. I hope everything works out and you can be happy in your life.

Reaching 30 years of age seems very threatening, I know that for many it's the limit here. But depending on the life you lead, I'm sure you can go on and be happy.
I just want you to know how glad I am to have met you. You're a very kind and beautiful person. It was a pleasure to chat with you. I'm honored.

We will always be rooting for you. You told us about your projects, may everything goes well. You deserve happiness, friend.

Thank you for sharing your light with us and remember, you will always have friends here.

I wish you the best. You are the best.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,324
I'm so happy for you!
Wishing you the best !
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
It's so good to know that you're improving! I wish you the best :hug:
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
Good luck and all the best
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
I was debating with myself whether to do this post or not, but I think I should.

I have managed to change to a lifestyle where I feel that I am improving, I have new responsibilities and that pleases me. I am amazed at how fast it was, so I am making progress in my recovery, I will always be grateful for having found this site (although I find it curious that I do not even remember how I found this forum).

I decided not to delete my account or delete any of it, I will leave everything intact in case I decide to return, I have no plans to reach 30 years old so it is a fact that I will finish CTB, but I have started a new stage of my life, it Which will keep me quite busy, and open new doors, it will be a long time, but I will let you all know when I decide to return. I hope to see some friends that I have made here again

Thank you all, and as a song says
... We will toast to all who will never return,
and that it goes beautiful to you, we will see you in a bar ...
This is good to hear. CTB is not something to be done until all possibilities have been investigated / explored / experienced.
 
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deletednumber

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Apr 29, 2021
1,603
I'm happy for you my friend:)
 
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clown_17

clown_17

Almost gone, it almost worked
Oct 24, 2020
288
Good luck, I'm glad you got out of this stage in your life
 
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user_name_here

N/A
May 16, 2021
315
Congrats! I'm genuinely happy you've found a change in your lifestyle that has managed to lift you up from your previous low.
Wishing you a continuous upward trajectory to get you to where you want to be.
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Good luck.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
That is great news!!! I'm really glad to know you're doing better. That is actually awesome! I wish you good luck in your future endeavors!! I hope you'll achieve everything you dream of. Always remember that you have friends here!!! :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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