Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, no matter what I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just wish for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture of existing, existence is an abomination that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, I just want some peace from this existence that only ever tortures existing beings, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this suffering.
No matter what I really would never want any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the terrible torture of existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, painful existence as just only being suffering, to be at peace from all the torture of existing is all I hope for but of course this existence never should had been imposed, the existence of life is just the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me and I'll always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing ceasing to exist as positive.
For me only ceasing to exist could ever be positive and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering, I just want to be gone, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it, to me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from the torture of this terrible, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief, in this dreadful existence of endless suffering non-existence is just all I could hope for.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering and torture in existing, to me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so dreadful and cruel that just tortures existing beings and I suffer simply from existing, I really will just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the evil and torture of this terrible, cruel existence, to me existence will just always be the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, to be at true permanent peace from this dreadful existence is just all I see as desirable, I just wish and hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, all that existence does is just cause harm, it's just all so terrible, I'll always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this painful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence erases everything.
It truly does which is why it's all I hope and wish for, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence where this torturous, painful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake is finally all gone.

I just want peace from the cruelty and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, this existence just never should had been imposed and it's so terrible and dreadful how it was, I just want to be free from the torture of existing, I just want to erase this existence, only non-existence could ever be positive to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being suffering.
No matter what to me existing really will always be only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just hope to be gone, to exist really does mean to suffer and no matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence.

I just want peace from the mistake of existence, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never seeing any point to any of this.
No matter what I could never see any point to any of this and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only at peace in non-existence.

To suffer in this existence is just so futile, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, to exist truly is the most dreadful, futile burden that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as the most tortuous, painful abomination to exist and I could never see a point to any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I wish and hope for is peace from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist.

In this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable, simply just existing is enough to make me want to not exist, all I want is the true permanent peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, to exist means to suffer.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is just always the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I just want peace from the suffering of existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to me existing will always be torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is so harmful torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the cruelty and torture of existing which is why it's all I hope for.

I just want to be free from this existence that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, existence to me will just always be the most dreadful, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this torturous, futile existence just waiting for death, all I want is peace from the torture and suffering of existing.

I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence is just all I hope for in this existence of dreadful suffering that just causes all of this cruelty and pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable.
It truly is so undesirable causing all this torture and suffering and I'd just never wish to exist, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this torture and cruelty non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to be saved from all future suffering.
To be saved from all future suffering by ceasing to exist is just all I wish and hope for, all I want is peace from the terrible mistake of existence, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can save me from all future suffering and torture in this existence where I'm just waiting to die.

I'll just always see existing as just being waiting for death, existence is just always the problem to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to be unconscious free from all torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and there's just so much pain in this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence that just causes all this torture and suffering and I'll just always find it torture to exist, to me existence truly is the problem that just harms existing beings, I'll only be glad to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace.
It truly is enough to make me wish for peace and for me the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten is just all I see as desirable, all I want is peace from the suffering and torture of existing and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

All I want is to be free from all cruelty, torture and suffering, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always a terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

All I want is to be permanently free from it all, I just want some peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing and to me existing will always just be waiting to die, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, all I want is to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, in this existence so tortuous only non-existence could ever be positive for me and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering.

No matter what this existence should never be imposed and it's so dreadful how it was, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from this existence that just causes all this terrible torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering of existing.
No matter what I really would just never wish for the suffering of existing and in this existence so terrible and torturous all I could ever hope for is true peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, I just want to be free from all torture and suffering and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so harmful and dreadful, I wish more than anything this existence was never imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be free from this terrible, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just wish for peace from this dreadful existence of torturous suffering that just harms existing beings and I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this existence, all I hope for is the true peace of non-existence where this dreadful existence is finally no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I just hope for the peace of eternal sleep, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence that just tortures existing beings and causes all this harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again as all I want is peace from the torture of existing, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just wish for this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake to be all forgotten and erased for me with no more torture and no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence really is just all I see as desirable in this existence so painful, cruel and torturous and there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[Painforever]

not trying to be an asshole but are you planning to do anything or just complain forever you have 50k posts

 

[SeekingSerenity]

not trying to be an asshole but are you planning to do anything or just complain forever you have 50k posts

It might be complaining but it's incredibly raw and insightful. It's better than the other posts about dsl or people asking questions that have already been answered 1000 times. Also what does it matter if they actually do something or not? I feel like that's totally irrelevant.

 

[Painforever]

It might be complaining but it's incredibly raw and insightful. It's better than the other posts about dsl or people asking questions that have already been answered 1000 times. Also what does it matter if they actually do something or not? I feel like that's totally irrelevant.

Not really insightful at all tbh. its just repeating the same "i dont like existing and suffering i wish i was never born i want to die" for the same 10,000 times.
I wasnt complaining either, just wondering if they are actually planning anything.

 

[Aflame5926]

Not really insightful at all tbh. its just repeating the same "i dont like existing and suffering i wish i was never born i want to die" for the same 10,000 times.
I wasnt complaining either, just wondering if they are actually planning anything.

i get ya BUT venting is allowed. if it take for this person to just spam the forum but stay alife then F it let them spam in peace.

if that is how they can cope with their life.

and if it was really bad a mod will be already have banned them.

 

[Endisclose]

Wow..three new responders on this thread. I just noticed it for the first time a few days ago and was astounded as to how long it's been going.

I thought it was a vibrant discussion among forum members only to find out it was the same person posting pretty much the same message over and over again. I felt a little bad..to see someone here pretty much talking by themselves for such a long time. Maybe people chipped in for while, then left them alone and they kept carrying on.

I see OP getting up everyday and have a full throated scream at the world and having gotten sufficiently energized from it, just went about their day as usual. If this forum serves that purpose for OP, it's still OK as, the way I see it, the purpose of this forum is to help people deal with life - one way or another.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so painful and torturous and no matter what to be free from the suffering and torture of existing is just all I could ever hope for, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more suffering and the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so terrible and tortuous that just causes all this cruelty and harm, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so dreadful.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to be permanently unconscious of this existence I just always saw as a mistake.