Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
In this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake no matter what.

In this existence so dreadful and tortuous only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings, to me existence is just always the most terrible, torturous burden and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is just cause all this suffering and harm, I just want peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing and I'll always find it torture to exist, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I just want to erase this dreadful, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is just so much torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing no matter what, in this existence so torturous and terrible non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence, I'll just always find it torture to be burdened with this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible mistake to exist.
I truly will always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, all I want is some peace and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.

There's so much suffering and cruelty in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and torture as a result and I suffer simply from existing, existence will just always be such a terrible mistake to me that only ever causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace.
It truly is peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where this torturous existence is all gone and forgotten, I just want to be free from this existence so dreadful and terrible, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I just want to be permanently unconscious, I just wish to be free from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive no matter what, I just hope for peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is just so harmful causing all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, existence to me is just always such a terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence is an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering with existing beings in agony every second, the suffering of existing truly is endless which is why peaceful death is all I hope for, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering.

Simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as just being only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the torture of existing and I'll just always find it torture to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I just want peace from the suffering of existing, no matter what I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way and I just always wish I never had to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific to me how existence causes all this torture.
It truly is so horrific how existence causes all this cruelty and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel with existing beings tortured every second, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings, the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless which is why all I want is to cease existing peacefully, I just want to be permanently unconscious free from the terrible torture and agony of existing, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is just always an abomination to me that just causes all this harm and suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake that I'd never wish for.

All I want is to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just tortures existing beings, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true peace.
No matter what true peace is just all I hope for, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where this torturous, dreadful existence is just all forgotten with no more torture and no more suffering.

For me peace could only lie in being permanently unconscious of this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be free from all pain, cruelty and torture, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, I just want this existence to be erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much evil in existing.
There is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and torture.

Existence just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and all I want is peace from the evil of existing, no matter what non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive, I just want to be free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, I'll just always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this tortuous, cruel existence, all I want is peace from the suffering of existing and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I could never see any point to any of this, it's all just futile dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to be gone is just all I could hope for, in this existence so torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable but of course this existence never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed no matter what.
No matter what this dreadful tortuous existence should never be imposed and it's just so cruel and dreadful how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace but of course this terrible, dreadful existence just never should had been imposed, to me the existence of life is just the most terrible, devastating tragedy that only ever causes all this cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much torture in this terrible, cruel existence.
There truly is so much torture in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence.

I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, to be conscious in this existence is the most terrible, cruel burden that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be torture to me.
It truly will always be torture to me and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I find it painful to simply be conscious in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this torture and suffering, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the terrible, cruel burden of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible dreadful and torturous and I'd just never wish to be tortured in this existence rather I just want peace, non-existence solves everything for me in this existence so cruel and harmful that just causes all this pain and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just want to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be glad to never suffer again.
No matter what I'll only be glad to never suffer again and to be at peace from the cruelty, torture and suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence is just all I hope for, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence and no matter what non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive.

I just hope to be free from the terrible suffering and cruelty of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this torture as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting all to be gone and forgotten for me.
For all to be forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering is just all I hope for, I just want some peace from the terrible dreadful mistake of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone and I'm at peace from all dreadful unnecessary suffering, I only want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
I really will always see existence as the most cruel, terrible mistake no matter what and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again.

I just hope to be permanently free from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always find it torturous to exist, I just want peace from the pain and torture of this dreadful existence, no matter what non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for in this existence so torturous and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always find it torturous to exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable, the peace of non-existence is just all I've hoped for, I just wish for no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings, all I want is to be gone, I just want this existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly will always be so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering and torture of existing, all I want is to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering that I'm just always so tired of.

All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep where this torturous existence is all gone, forgotten and erased and I'll just always see this terrible, torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me from the torture of existing.
It truly is the only relief for me and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence, I just want some peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this torturous, painful existence as only being suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence of torturous suffering, I just want the true relief of non-existence, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

So terrible how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.
It truly is so terrible to me how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence.

I just want to never suffer again, I just hope and wish for peace from all the suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, the suffering of existing is endless and it can easily get way more unbearable at any moment, I just want to erase this dreadful, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this torturous existence.
I truly would never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just wish to be free from the torture of existing.

I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this existence, I just want some peace from this existence so torturous and harmful that just never should had been imposed that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to suffer in this existence.
I truly will just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence ever again and there's just so much torture in existing.

I find it painful to simply be conscious in this existence and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what, I just hope and wish to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always the most terrible cruel mistake.
It truly is always the most terrible cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of this painful, dreadful existence that just tortures and harms existing beings, all I want is peace from the evil of existing.

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so tortuous and painful and there's just so much torture, suffering and cruelty in existing, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the torture of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist.

To me existence will just always be an abomination that just causes all this terrible dreadful suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, to be permanently unconscious is just all I wish and hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence.
I truly would never wish for the suffering and torture of existing and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the evil of existing, I just want to be gone, I just want this dreadful existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, it's just so terrible how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing, I just want to be gone from it all, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.