Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved to never suffer ever again and I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, existence to me is just always the most cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and torture and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want to never exist again, I just want to erase this torturous existence, to me only non-existence could ever be positive, only in non-existence will I be free from all suffering in this existence I just always saw as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile, it's just suffering and torture all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I could never see a point to any of this, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence.

I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this futile existence that just causes all this suffering for the sake of it, I just want peace from all the pain and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, existing is just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and futile that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this existence.

I just want peace from all suffering, I just want to be gone, in this existence so dreadful and painful only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being dreadful suffering, ceasing to exist really will always be the positive solution to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always such a terrible mistake.
It truly is always a terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful and cruel existence, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, painful existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me will always be a mistake, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much pain in existing.
There truly is so much pain in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, non-existence is just the only peace for me from this existence so painful that just tortures existing beings and just causes all this suffering, cruelty and harm.

All I want is to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, to be at peace from the torture of existing is just all I hope for, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
To exist truly does mean to suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence, in this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence that just causes harm and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be torturous to me.
It truly will always be tortuous to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings, all I see as desirable is being at peace from the suffering of existing.

I just want to never suffer again, I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how peaceful death is denied despite existing being so torturous, it's so painful how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from this existence so terrible and torturous, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing and I'd just never wish for the evil of this terrible, dreadful existence, in this existence so torturous and painful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence that just causes all this torture and suffering.

There truly is so much evil in existing with existing beings in agony every second, to exist to me is the most terrible undeserved punishment, this existence should never be imposed, the existence of life is the most terrible dreadful tragedy that only ever tortures existing beings, the suffering of existing is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful.

I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just want peace from the terrible torture of existing and I'll always find it torture to exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and save me from all future pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is peace from the terrible mistake of existence, all I want is peace from the torture of existence, I'm just always so tired of suffering, I just want to be free from the torture of this painful, deeply undesirable existence, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of eternal sleep where all is forgotten, only non-existence is positive to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I could ever see as positive and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, harmful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I want is peace from all the pain, suffering and torture of existing.


Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so harmful that just tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence is just always such a terrible mistake to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for true permanent peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence that just causes all this pain and torture, to suffer in this existence is just the most terrible mistake to me and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never exist again.

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want some peace from this existence that just never should had been imposed, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I just want to be free from the dreadful suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly will always be waiting to die to me and I'd just never wish for this terrible, torturous existence of futile suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want this painful, cruel existence to be all gone and forgotten with no more suffering.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the torture and cruelty of existing, I just want to be free from all the pain and suffering but of course this torturous existence should never be imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as only suffering.
No matter what this torturous, cruel existence will just always be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is peace from the torture of existing.

I just want to never suffer again, in this existence of cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, in this existence so painful and torturous only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to erase this torturous existence.
To erase this existence truly is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from the torture, suffering and cruelty of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, all I want is for all to be erased and forgotten for me, I just want to be free from the torture of existing, I just want it to be like I was never tortured in this existence at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is the positive solution for me.
It truly is the positive solution for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and terrible, I just want to never suffer again.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I'll just always see ceasing to exist as the positive solution to find peace from all future torture and suffering in this existence that is just waiting to die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being suffering.
It truly will just be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence, in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I just find it so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to exist really does mean to suffer and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be torture to me, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this painful, cruel existence.

All I want is peace from the dreadful suffering of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, it's just so dreadful and horrible how there's all this torture in existing, only non-existence could ever be positive to me no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There is just so much pain in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering and torture of existing, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want peace from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain in this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to never suffer again.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to never suffer again and to be permanently at peace from the terrible torture of this dreadful existence is just all I see as desirable.

I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want some peace from the cruelty, suffering and evil of existing and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence, all that existence ever does is just torture and harm existing beings, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty in existing.
There truly is just so much cruelty and torture in this terrible, cruel existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence that I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

To suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering, non-existence really is all that's positive for me and I find it the most terrible, devastating tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is peace from the terrible suffering and cruelty of existing, I just hope and wish to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to erase this existence.
To erase this torturous, dreadful existence truly is all I could ever hope for, I just want some peace from the torture, suffering and evil of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and in this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I just want to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, for this harmful, cruel existence to be all forgotten and erased is just all that's desirable for me, I'd just never wish for the terrible suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible cruel mistake.

In this existence so torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I see as positive is ceasing to exist and in this existence so torturous and terrible only non-existence can bring me any peace, all I want is to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can solve everything for me, simply just existing is enough to make me want the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless and I'd just never wish for the torture, cruelty and suffering of this dreadful existence, it's just so horrific how existing beings are tortured in agony every second with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, there's just so much evil in existing.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this pain and suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, I just hope to be free from the terrible torture of this existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this dreadful deeply undesirable existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be the most cruel mistake to me.
I really will always see existence as the most cruel mistake that just causes all this suffering and torture and I'd just never wish for the terrible pain and suffering of existing no matter what rather all I want is some peace.

To me existence really is the most devastating terrible tragedy, it's so tragic how life had to exist causing all this cruelty, torture and suffering as a result and I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, no matter what existence should never be imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this torture, cruelty and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and finally free from the pain of existing, I just want all to be erased and forgotten for me in non-existence, simply just existing is the most torturous, dreadful burden to me that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, to be at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I hope for and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just harms and tortures existing beings, in this existence so painful and cruel only non-existence could ever be positive to me, the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this suffering.
I truly would never would wish for any of this suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so tortuous and terrible that just harms existing beings, all I want is peace from the torture of existing.

I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this torture and suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and there is no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for the true peace of non-existence.
No matter what the true peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to be free from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, I just hope for no more suffering, no matter what only non-existence could ever bring me peace.

I just want to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be free from the pain and suffering of existing.

I'll just always and only hope for non-existence, in this existence so torturous and dreadful the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to be free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.