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Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Student
Jun 17, 2020
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I checked myself into the hospital so I could outlive my geriatric cat... so he wouldn't have to be alone.

They kept me longer than I had anticipated. I was supposed to leave tomorrow morning.

My cat crashed today. We had no choice but to euthanize. I couldn't be there.

Fuck all of this.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
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Sorry for your loss friend, that is a really tough one. Sending a hug your way :hug:
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
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Oh nooo I'm so sorry, that's so horrible..:'(
That's actually tragic, stay strong :heart:
 
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shay23

shay23

Student
Nov 2, 2020
174
So sorry for your loss:'(
 
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OrdinaryDay

Hollow
Dec 6, 2019
153
Oh my God I'm so sorry..❤
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I'm sorry for the loss of your cat, and that you got stuck in the hospital.
 
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Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
211
What an awful way to lose your beloved cat. My heart breaks for you. I hope you have some good support and love to help you through this. Hugs. :hug: :heart:
 
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AnotherBrick

Member
Jun 25, 2020
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From someone who also couldn't be there for their cat's passing - I am so, so sorry. It might be tempting to blame yourself (or not, everyone's different), but it really isn't your fault. You had no way of knowing. And the fact that you care so much about being there tells me that you treated him with the love and care he deserved. Not all cats are so lucky.

He had a good life and at least one person who loved him dearly. Be kind to yourself - he'd want that.
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
You gave him a wonderful life, and he loves you and knows you love him. He'll always be purring in your heart. Love and light to him, and to you x
 
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