Venting Friendship breakup

[idxy.l]

What do i do if I don't care, but I can't stop thinking about it like. For context, My best friend of like 11 years texted me and he said that he doesn't want us to be close anymore and that he wanted to work on himself that he feels like he needs to be alone for sometimes, etc. I was kind of expecting that this was gonna happen sooner or later because he was acting weird and a lot of stuff are happening in his family so I knew he would eventually distance himself and isolate himself. I tried talking to him and staying by his side but people deal with their problems differently so i understand that he didn't reach out to me when things got rough. Anyways, when he texted us ( it was in a gc) I was a bit shocked because it was a big message and he doesn't usually type that much unless it's something serious but then I just replied back and said it's okay I understand and bunch of other stuff (to lazy to type it all). Since then it's been like 1-2hours and I just keep thinking about it in a way to get revenge (?? Idk if it makes sense) and I won't stop thinking about it like it hurt me ,but I really don't care. (Sorry for my bad English it's not my first language :( and usually it's better than this but I'm a bit sleepy)

 

[SASU-KE]

Why are you thinking about revenge? I can understand being angry, sad and hurt. Also feeling betrayed or undervalued. But you really have to think about what he might be going through.

Also, if I'm not mistaken, he also told this to his other friends so he's not singling you out?

But I'm sorry that you had to go through this. I know it hurts. Maybe you could wait for some time and then reach out to him after he deals with his issues.

 

[idxy.l]

Why are you thinking about revenge? I can understand being angry, sad and hurt. Also feeling betrayed or undervalued. But you really have to think about what he might be going through.

Also, if I'm not mistaken, he also told this to his other friends so he's not singling you out?

But I'm sorry that you had to go through this. I know it hurts. Maybe you could wait for some time and then reach out to him after he deals with his issues.

I genuinely have no idea it's like I think about it but I don't want to think about it ,because I know how he feels and I really don't want to get revenge but I keep thinking about wanting to even if the breakup doesn't really affect me.
Also, you're right he's not singling me out ,but I mean we have known each other for the longest period. Idk maybe I'll just wait sometime to see how i truly feel. I think I'm just in shock or something like that.