Venting For the first time I seriously thought about jumping off a bridge

[Breadbfra]

My mental pain is being the absoloute worst everyday of my life. Italy is approaching a second coronavirus wave and I think I don't want to live for two more years like this. Having to worry about every friend I come in contact to, everything I do etc. A guy I knew who used to watch everyday news about covid hanged himself because he couldn't handle the stress.
So today I've seriously thought about jumping off a famous bridge but they put protections for suicidal people. At this point I don't care anymore about my girlfriend's mother who died of suicide and the loss my parents will experience.
I just want it to end.

 

[Septim]

I'm sorry. I can relate to the pain but i don't have a solution.

 

[esse_est_percipi]

My mental pain is being the absoloute worst everyday of my life. Italy is approaching a second coronavirus wave and I think I don't want to live for two more years like this. Having to worry about every friend I come in contact to, everything I do etc. A guy I knew who used to watch everyday news about covid hanged himself because he couldn't handle the stress.
So today I've seriously thought about jumping off a famous bridge but they put protections for suicidal people. At this point I don't care anymore about my girlfriend's mother who died of suicide and the loss my parents will experience.
I just want it to end.

Are you more afraid of getting coronavirus than jumping?

 

[Breadbfra]

Are you more afraid of getting coronavirus than jumping?

I'd certainly end up killing my parents so yes they don't deserve that. But I'm just paranoid about quarantine, about a future lockdown and everything else.

 

[esse_est_percipi]

I'd certainly end up killing my parents so yes they don't deserve that. But I'm just paranoid about quarantine, about a future lockdown and everything else.

I'm not sure what to suggest to make you feel better. Maybe future lockdowns won't be as bad? Like, only a few weeks?
This whole coronavirus saga has destroyed more people than it needed to.

 

[Breadbfra]

I'm not sure what to suggest to make you feel better. Maybe future lockdowns won't be as bad? Like, only a few weeks?
This whole coronavirus saga has destroyed more people than it needed to.

The thought of being stuck again in my house really kills me. The economic crisis in Italy is so bad I've had to suggest friends to open an onlyfans to survive. The whole corona thing killed me and my father too, who started to suffer from depression

 

[Icunurse]

I understand your issues more than most, corona hit me so hard it was like a sledge hammer to the brain, then the phycologist helping us through it daily was hit by a car ( real story).. I am at a loss and done .. pm me if I wanna chat x

 

[Breadbfra]

I understand your issues more than most, corona hit me so hard it was like a sledge hammer to the brain, then the phycologist helping us through it daily was hit by a car ( real story).. I am at a loss and done .. pm me if I wanna chat x

You asleep now?

 

[GravityUtilizer]

they put protections for suicidal people

These can usually be negotiated fairly easily, no?

 

[Breadbfra]

These can usually be negotiated fairly easily, no?

Unluckily nope. Several guys tried these months, firemen were called anyways.

 

[GravityUtilizer]

Not ideal I admit. But where there's a will there's a way!