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punyama

punyama

Member
Jul 13, 2026
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my plan for ctb is to jump off a bridge in my city, but i want to know more info about what could possibly happen or what is the best way to do it that wouldn't just leave me crippled. the bridge is 156 feet, would that likely be fatal?
is there a certain way i should fall?
it goes over a river and i've heard that water basically turns to concrete when you're falling from so high.
also maybe info on scaling suicide barriers.
 
Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
78
Probably better to search through the threads, but this height seems a bit low. It would be better if it were something over 90 meters.
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Suicide is the Most Tragic Form of Love
Jun 14, 2026
151
It could work! fall on your head, and not your neck or back is the best advice I can give you. if you crack your head open the odds are you'll die no matter what. I'd also do my best to fall onto concrete or asphalt or something like that if you can, not water. it's only fatal from much higher. if its a suspension bridge you can climb up the cables and jump from the very top. anyway, good luck, my friend! love and peace <3
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
401
my plan for ctb is to jump off a bridge in my city, but i want to know more info about what could possibly happen or what is the best way to do it that wouldn't just leave me crippled. the bridge is 156 feet, would that likely be fatal?
is there a certain way i should fall?
it goes over a river and i've heard that water basically turns to concrete when you're falling from so high.
also maybe info on scaling suicide barriers.
Have you been to the bridge before?

I found a cliff with live cameras that I can view on the internet, so I was able to get a feel for what it's like, since I haven't been there before. It also may help determine if theres a stupid barrier.
 
punyama

punyama

Member
Jul 13, 2026
19
Have you been to the bridge before? If not you can try to find online cameras to get a feel for what its like, and if there are any stupid barriers
yes i have been there a couple times
these are what the barriers look like

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punyama

punyama

Member
Jul 13, 2026
19
That actually looks disgusting ew

It doesnt look like there's a way to jump off?
i'm not sure 🥲
you can get on the ledge from the ends of the bridge and sidestep your way to the middle but that would take a while and draw attention
other than that maybe trying to squeeze myself between the gap in the fence or figuring out how to scale it
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
401
i'm not sure 🥲
you can get on the ledge from the ends of the bridge and sidestep your way to the middle but that would take a while and draw attention
other than that maybe trying to squeeze myself between the gap in the fence or figuring out how to scale it
it is also a lot of effort compared to just jumping from somewhere, and you would possibly be fighting survival instinct the entire time...
 
punyama

punyama

Member
Jul 13, 2026
19
it is also a lot of effort compared to just jumping from somewhere, and you would possibly be fighting survival instinct the entire time...
yeah 😞
i'm not sure where else to go in my city for it though, this is the highest bridge and it's still pretty low for being over water. how do people go about finding tall buildings with roof access 😅
i don't have a car either.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
401
yeah 😞
i'm not sure where else to go in my city for it though, this is the highest bridge and it's still pretty low for being over water. how do people go about finding tall buildings with roof access 😅
i don't have a car either.
I wish I knew the answer. I will be driving hours to hike and jump off a cliff. I had to dig deep to find my spot. Not having a car makes things more difficult...
 
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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
112
I think that may not be high enough but I'm not sure. I've considered a bridge close by that is 240ft high but I'm deathly afraid of heights no pun intended. A woman went missing last year and they found her at the bottom of said bridge a few months later. 519