Venting Feels like the end days for me

[rationaltake]

I can't say much. I'm finished. My existence bears hardly any resemblance to usual daily life. Mainly in one room in bed blinds drawn. Everything I loved hurts. Hurts to think about reading or watching a film. Let alone doing any of it. I'm old. I need to just go. Got my means to go. Due to several crippling mental conditions never fully managed a life. And can't accept certain things I'll never change. Hurts. Need to go. Pain pain pain

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I know that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I can imagine it must be really horrible having to go through that. I wish you the best.

 

[rationaltake]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I know that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I can imagine it must be really horrible having to go through that. I wish you the best.

Thank you. I know you don't want to live either. I wish you the best too