Why did you deliver me to pain, me who always gave myself to you?

[Crematoryy]

How many times did I accept you without seeing how hurt I was? You disappointed me not just once, but many times, and yet I'm still incapable of doing to you what you did to me. I liked you so much that I completely abandoned myself just to see you happy. You were always special to me. However, look at the way you left me. I recognize the bad person you are. I should never have given you my heart. You mistreated the very person who needed care the most. You left without even giving me a chance to express everything I felt. No one has made me suffer more than you in my entire life. I wish I could die. I can't bear this pain alone. Every day to come I will be crying in secret...

 

[interna]

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, Book of Job. It's humanity's and possibly G-d's favorite. It's basically the only way G-d can experience 'getting something for free.'