Venting feeling insanely alone per usual

[iftheworldwasending]

i know no one probably cares about this or me whatsoever, but i truly am lost at this point. anytime i think things are getting better, they crumble again. i'm wondering if it's just a sign that i should maybe put an end to things before continuing this suffering any longer than needed.
i meet a great guy, and he ghosts. i meet a decent guy, and he's not interested. and this cycle continues without fail, every single time. i've truly never met someone as unlucky in love. it seems like a hopeless cause at this point.
all i want to do is lay in bed, cry, and punch myself. but even that seems like too much work with my OCD and anxiety about work these days. who fucking knows.

sorry for this post, if you read this, thank you for listening. hopefully i won't be a bother on this site for much longer either.

 

[WornOutLife]

If you keep on looking for love, sooner or later there will be a person who doesn't ghost you.
As for your anxiety, I'm in the same boat. These days are terrible.

Love is not one of my concerns. The problem is my mind and how unstable I am.

 

[iftheworldwasending]

If you keep on looking for love, sooner or later there will be a person who doesn't ghost you.
As for your anxiety, I'm in the same boat. These days are terrible.

Love is not one of my concerns. The problem is my mind and how unstable I am.

i keep thinking i find someone good, and it happens again. it's far too tiring at this point. maybe i'm just meant to be alone, not sure.
sorry to hear abt your anxiety xxx

 

[A Desperate Fool]

i keep thinking i find someone good, and it happens again. it's far too tiring at this point. maybe i'm just meant to be alone, not sure.
sorry to hear abt your anxiety xxx

I'm so sorry. I know it hurts. I found someone good 8 years ago. She's my best friend and life partner and now she won't talk to me anymore. I'm worthless. I just want to disappear forever.

 

[Amumu]

I'm sorry about your disappointment. With anxiety it is hell.

You still have more chance than me to find love because you're actually searching for it lolz.

It takes guts.

"I meet nobody, and this cycle continues without fail, every single time."

Hugs