Venting feeling hopeless is heartbreaking

[slitwristsbleedcold]

it's a really terrible feeling

being miserable...sad, depressed, is now a standard for me, something that is my comfort zone, but days where I feel utterly hopeless, are the ones where i urge myself to take my own life

it really destroys my soul to know things will never, and can never get better, and it's either me commiting, or living through torment everyday, i have no future, I'm completely doomed

 

[LastNite]

Indeed it is. I hate that feeling. I hope some day you find some hope. Often when I see nice things in the world like my cat, nature, or other people being kind. That kind of brings me a bit of hope. Although it's temporary, it's still something that can make you feel better.

Have a great rest of your day!