Fadeawaaaay
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- Nov 12, 2021
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I'm feeling better for some reason and it's Undermining my ability to CTB. But my overall situation is still hopeless with no solution.
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- Jul 25, 2020
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If feeling better is undermining your resolve to ctb, perhaps that simply means you're not ready yet. I'd advise you to enjoy the feeling for what it is, for as long as you're able.
You can still always make that final choice when you're ready. There's no rush.
Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,156
Good point. However, feeling better forces me to face my problems and I don't want to - they are too big. Ironically, I'm not enjoying feeling better. I felt safer in the haze of depression.Last edited:
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,626
It is understandable how you feel, I think many of us can get used to feeling so horrible, and it is all we know, especially if our situation is hopeless. I can imagine how feeling that way could make you feel worse, as you feeling better does not match the reality of your situation. I wish you the best, whatever happens.Similar threads
