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Mooncry

Mooncry

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Yeeeeaah, I'm unapologetically calling absolute baloney on this one, chief.
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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Usr hs nt loggd on
 
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hopeless-believer

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Mar 9, 2025
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It seems a bit odd that they have to translate on the forum but have perfect English, and the new user status..

But I would say, it can also hurt and be upsetting if it's true and we are calling BS on such things...

I remember taking 720 tabs of 500g paracetamol and 100x 30/500g cocodamol the first attempt and I didn't go to hospital for a week and a half... No organ failure despite my organs usually having dysfunction because of systemic lupus.

The second attempt I took 60x hydroxychloroquinolone (anti malarial, highly toxic) tabs alongside just under 1000x paracetamol and cocodamol tabs... It hurt like hell, but it wasn't for a week that I got any reversal meds..

No vomiting on either occasion, it made no sense to medical rationale...

So, just speaking from experience that sometimes it can truly be the case.. and on the other I've known someone die from ingesting only a few more than they should of paracetamol due to toothache...

Anyways, yeah, not trying to deter.. or anything.. it's difficult with new accounts and some confusing posts.
 
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intothec

Member
Apr 7, 2025
99
I was about to say that I read no protocol on this site saying to ingest 100g. Everywhere says 25g per cup of 50 ml water, followed by 1 or 2 for back up.

100 g is just too much o:

24 hours? O: Can you send me a link so I can read it? I don't think I have that time window :/
Me neither. I have like 7 - eeek
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Experienced
Mar 28, 2025
290
It seems a bit odd that they have to translate on the forum but have perfect English, and the new user status..

But I would say, it can also hurt and be upsetting if it's true and we are calling BS on such things...

I remember taking 720 tabs of 500g paracetamol and 100x 30/500g cocodamol the first attempt and I didn't go to hospital for a week and a half... No organ failure despite my organs usually having dysfunction because of systemic lupus.

The second attempt I took 60x hydroxychloroquinolone (anti malarial, highly toxic) tabs alongside just under 1000x paracetamol and cocodamol tabs... It hurt like hell, but it wasn't for a week that I got any reversal meds..

No vomiting on either occasion, it made no sense to medical rationale...

So, just speaking from experience that sometimes it can truly be the case.. and on the other I've known someone die from ingesting only a few more than they should of paracetamol due to toothache...

Anyways, yeah, not trying to deter.. or anything.. it's difficult with new accounts and some confusing posts.
Dang, I'm sorry that you go through Lupus :(

I don't have lupus but I'm taking Hydroxy for PsA and nr-AxSpA o:
 
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hopeless-believer

Member
Mar 9, 2025
62
Dang, I'm sorry that you go through Lupus :(

I don't have lupus but I'm taking Hydroxy for PsA and nr-AxSpA o:
That sucks too,

Yeah the hydroxy never worked for me, so it was just sitting there, I was on azathioprine and prednisolone for the last few years, sadly the psych says I am a liar and made up the diagnosis?

I've been through the lupus diagnosis and hapless process six times now, I can't again...

I was told it'd kill me before my 16th, but nope, sadly still here. I did try to go on without any meds because they said there was no hope... Now the docs have done a 180 and just calling me a liar..

I've all the tests, the disabled letters and the prognosis and I've worked for the last 13yrs despite it, but Idk 😶. I've no strength to argue anymore with it.

I hope the PsA has periods of improvement.
I remember during COVID, I was given the cluster of autoimmune folk who had new diagnoses as a response to the mRNA vaccines. - no lie, just sad fact.. at least there are ways to fix most causes of autoimmune illness or at least put it in remission, my genetic type, not so, but ah well ❤️‍🩹
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Experienced
Mar 28, 2025
290
That sucks too,

Yeah the hydroxy never worked for me, so it was just sitting there, I was on azathioprine and prednisolone for the last few years, sadly the psych says I am a liar and made up the diagnosis?

I've been through the lupus diagnosis and hapless process six times now, I can't again...

I was told it'd kill me before my 16th, but nope, sadly still here. I did try to go on without any meds because they said there was no hope... Now the docs have done a 180 and just calling me a liar..

I've all the tests, the disabled letters and the prognosis and I've worked for the last 13yrs despite it, but Idk 😶. I've no strength to argue anymore with it.

I hope the PsA has periods of improvement.
I remember during COVID, I was given the cluster of autoimmune folk who had new diagnoses as a response to the mRNA vaccines. - no lie, just sad fact.. at least there are ways to fix most causes of autoimmune illness or at least put it in remission, my genetic type, not so, but ah well ❤️‍🩹
My dad has PsA and seronegative RA. O: My PsA is pretty bad because I kept getting gaslighted by doctors (I have enthesitis/tendinitis/tendinosis in several areas of my body, and labrum, ligament, and tendon tears too o: My C spine is pretty bad too). I've been having symptoms since before COVID.

What other meds are you on?
 
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hopeless-believer

Member
Mar 9, 2025
62
My dad has PsA and seronegative RA. O: My PsA is pretty bad because I kept getting gaslighted by doctors (I have enthesitis/tendinitis/tendinosis in several areas of my body, and labrum, ligament, and tendon tears too o: My C spine is pretty bad too). I've been having symptoms since before COVID.

What other meds are you on?
They literally stopped it all cold turkey a few weeks back.. so essentially nothing.

Sounds truly bad and exhausting.. alot obviously had it before COVID, I've had it from birth, worsened in 2011 etc. just an observation really at the COVID happenstance for such things.

Sounds like it sadly runs in the family 😞.

The gaslighting by doctors is unreal, and then they just say your stressed... So counterintuitive heh? Emotional stress is like the kryptonite but not the cause of AI illness.
 
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yomander369

Member
Mar 31, 2025
77
Hello! I'm new to the group and I'd like to introduce myself. I'm a 56-year-old man who suffers from depression, generalized anxiety, and OCD. I want to share my (bad) experience with SN with all of you. I don't speak English, but I've been following you for years translating the forum.

I've tried CTB with maximum purity SN twice, following the protocol in this forum, and both times I've failed.

Two years ago on my first attempt, I was found unconscious after more than 12 hours of having ingested twice the recommended SN amount (almost 100g)
Several days later I woke up in the ICU full of wires and tubes.
I was in a coma for 2 weeks and two weeks on the internal medicine ward, then I went to the psychiatric area. I was left with sequelae. I lost my voice because when I was intubated in the emergency room they damaged my vocal cords.
Little by little I have been recovering them, but I still cannot speak out loud. The doctors told me that my brain was deprived of oxygen due to several cardiac arrests and that in this scenario the consequences are unpredictable. In my case they affected my psychiatric disorder, it has made it worse. More anxiety, more depression, and OCD. I have a lot of headaches that I didn't have before. My heart was also affected, and I have arrhythmias that I didn't have before.

This year I had a second attempt. I bought SN from another seller. I followed protocol and woke up in the hospital in the ICU a few days later. Then they transferred me to the ward and this time I refused to go to the psychiatric center. This time I felt the side effects of methylene blue, which is the antidote to SN. For a few days I was urinating blue and seeing shapes and colors that do not exist when I close my eyes or be in a dark place.
I send a big hug to all of you and think about it well if you want to use SN, it is not an infallible method and can leave you with sequelae that worsens your life.
So sorry :(
 
DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Student
May 15, 2024
139
Hello! I'm new to the group and I'd like to introduce myself. I'm a 56-year-old man who suffers from depression, generalized anxiety, and OCD. I want to share my (bad) experience with SN with all of you. I don't speak English, but I've been following you for years translating the forum.

I've tried CTB with maximum purity SN twice, following the protocol in this forum, and both times I've failed.

Two years ago on my first attempt, I was found unconscious after more than 12 hours of having ingested twice the recommended SN amount (almost 100g)
Several days later I woke up in the ICU full of wires and tubes.
I was in a coma for 2 weeks and two weeks on the internal medicine ward, then I went to the psychiatric area. I was left with sequelae. I lost my voice because when I was intubated in the emergency room they damaged my vocal cords.
Little by little I have been recovering them, but I still cannot speak out loud. The doctors told me that my brain was deprived of oxygen due to several cardiac arrests and that in this scenario the consequences are unpredictable. In my case they affected my psychiatric disorder, it has made it worse. More anxiety, more depression, and OCD. I have a lot of headaches that I didn't have before. My heart was also affected, and I have arrhythmias that I didn't have before.

This year I had a second attempt. I bought SN from another seller. I followed protocol and woke up in the hospital in the ICU a few days later. Then they transferred me to the ward and this time I refused to go to the psychiatric center. This time I felt the side effects of methylene blue, which is the antidote to SN. For a few days I was urinating blue and seeing shapes and colors that do not exist when I close my eyes or be in a dark place.
I send a big hug to all of you and think about it well if you want to use SN, it is not an infallible method and can leave you with sequelae that worsens your life.
This is pro-lifer propaganda, and a really poor attempt, too. Posted some BS then dipped without any *proof*. Can't believe anyone is falling for this.
 
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anonymous2025

Dead Inside
Apr 9, 2025
111
From doing extensive SN research, I've found that most people 85%+ die after an ingestion. I've also seen videos of live SN passings and this is not only my method, but also full proof if done right. The fact they you received methane blue tells me they somehow knew what you took, aka the bottle laying around, I don't plan to leave a trace so by the time they figure out what I took, il be long gone from this 🌎.
 
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divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,503
Idk and the use of the medical terms like

Just make me think that this is a journalist or someone googling the side effects of what could happen. Not exactly a word we use day to day.

Yeah this too- all seems a bit sketch
And they havent been back on their account since april 10th
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
584
Was the coma in anyway pleasurable - let me explain - i often wonder instead of CTB if was in a coma instead maybe tbi would be enjoyable. Hope that makes sense.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,604
Was the coma in anyway pleasurable - let me explain - i often wonder instead of CTB if was in a coma instead maybe tbi would be enjoyable. Hope that makes sense.
I've been in a coma, for a week or two after my last CTB attempt.

Might as well have been asleep. I was hooked up to a breathing machine and shit and had no awareness. Just nothing. I was unconscious near the water, trying to die, and then the next thing I knew I woke up weeks later.
 
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imOK

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Apr 10, 2025
226
Telling lies on the internet? Why would anyone do this?!
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
462
Im not believing it. Seen to many accounts otherwise. Seen it on video even. 12 hours later?
 

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