excuses

[Life_and_Death]

i feel like shit.

so im talking to my little brother, who still lives with my abusers so contact is minimal and difficult. plus hes only 11. i feel like im giving excuse after excuse and its making me feel horrible and like im trying to avoid him. but im not. i feel like a shitty big sister but its just a complicated situation.

im sorry little brother, you really do mean the world to me. please dont hate me

 

[Worndown]

You are lucky to be able to communicate at all. You walk a thin line given the situation. Do what you can.

 

[Life_and_Death]

You are lucky to be able to communicate at all. You walk a thin line given the situation. Do what you can.

well considering theyre the abusers theres really not much they can do about it without risking loosing everything and going to jail. its just with him being 11 and another younger brother, they dont need to know yet and i want nothing to do with those 2, understandably so. so yeah, a delicate line. i just hope he can wait until he's 16 and i can explain it all to him (if i can even make it that long, i am on a suicide forum lol)

 

[checkouttime]

You shouldn't feel like sht your in an impossible situation. Sounds like you are dealing with it very well to me actually given the circumstances