Venting Everything is a chore

[lastappleonearth]

Living itself feels like a chore, it doesn't feel like sth that should come naturally I guess. Literally everything is a chore for me, food is a chore, I don't want to eat, I don't really feel hunger anymore, which is weird. Even sleeping has become a chore, bcs it's gotten so difficult to fall asleep recently.
I just do things because I guess I have to do them, I have to eat and drink to not die, but I don't really want to live, so I don't understand the point.
I just want to be comfortable and for this to end, I want relief, but there's none. I only wish for comfort and peace, not even happiness, I just want to feel comfortable for once

 

[somethingclever]

for me everything feels like swimming through molasses

of course im disinterested in eating, cleaning, socializing, living when im dizzy 24/7, my head hurts and my joints ache

but people look at me and see a healthy clean shaven young man so "he's just complaining"

life is exhausting

 

[lastappleonearth]

for me everything feels like swimming through molasses

of course im disinterested in eating, cleaning, socializing, living when im dizzy 24/7, my head hurts and my joints ache

but people look at me and see a healthy clean shaven young man so "he's just complaining"

life is exhausting

Yeah same with me, it just makes you chronically tired. I hope it gets better for you someday