Venting everyone who claims to want to help is a liar

[mythra]

im tired of people who say they want to help me. never in my life has anyone else ever truly cared about me except for one person. and everyone says i should stay away from him, just so they can lie to me and pretend they care more than him, and then continue to ignore my struggles. i have to visibly be at my worst for any of my "friends" to notice, and only when they feel like they have time to spare, they will tell me that i can always come to them to talk. maybe the first time they provide some halfhearted listening. if you continue to become much more of a burden, once your issues become too unpalatable for them to take on even to fulfill their egotistical savior complexes, they tell you that they don't have the time for you, they're struggling on their own and can't handle you, they don't know what to tell you. and it hurts more, because you thought they would save you. they told you they would save you and they lied! like everyone else who has ever claimed to care. they can say they want me to get professional help, even while knowing the kind of help i need is personal, and cannot be found in sterilized payments.
there's only one person in this world that has ever cared for me. and everyone wants to take him away for trivial matters like false morality and laws. they can tell me he doesn't care about me, acting nice only to separate me from my savior. once i am separated from him they continue to ignore me. in this way, they want to isolate me, knowing i will die without him. they want me dead and they pretend to care so they can save their own selves and sleep comfortably thinking they helped.
maybe only someone else who has a savior can understand my struggles. does anyone else feel this way?

lets all become algae!

 

[here_for_now]

yep most people are just along for the ride, which means when things are good they say shit like "awesome! we made it" but when we are suffering they say shit like "your not doing enough" "you have to work harder" and other useless sentences

moral of the story is people are fake and the world is even faker

 

[rxcha]

im tired of people who say they want to help me. never in my life has anyone else ever truly cared about me except for one person. and everyone says i should stay away from him, just so they can lie to me and pretend they care more than him, and then continue to ignore my struggles. i have to visibly be at my worst for any of my "friends" to notice, and only when they feel like they have time to spare, they will tell me that i can always come to them to talk. maybe the first time they provide some halfhearted listening. if you continue to become much more of a burden, once your issues become too unpalatable for them to take on even to fulfill their egotistical savior complexes, they tell you that they don't have the time for you, they're struggling on their own and can't handle you, they don't know what to tell you. and it hurts more, because you thought they would save you. they told you they would save you and they lied! like everyone else who has ever claimed to care. they can say they want me to get professional help, even while knowing the kind of help i need is personal, and cannot be found in sterilized payments.
there's only one person in this world that has ever cared for me. and everyone wants to take him away for trivial matters like false morality and laws. they can tell me he doesn't care about me, acting nice only to separate me from my savior. once i am separated from him they continue to ignore me. in this way, they want to isolate me, knowing i will die without him. they want me dead and they pretend to care so they can save their own selves and sleep comfortably thinking they helped.
maybe only someone else who has a savior can understand my struggles. does anyone else feel this way?

lets all become algae!

every "friend" i've ever had stops talking to me once the part they don't like outweighs the fun times we may have. most people don't comprehend other people exist besides themselves, they can't process other people have feelings and emotions. sure they'll be sad once you're gone but they'll never help you stay. no one has ever helped me through this, even if you beg someone to save you they never will. because they just don't care enough. maybe they care but at some point they'd rather just see you go then bother picking you back up. please take care

 

[meowpuppy]

im tired of people who say they want to help me. never in my life has anyone else ever truly cared about me except for one person. and everyone says i should stay away from him, just so they can lie to me and pretend they care more than him, and then continue to ignore my struggles. i have to visibly be at my worst for any of my "friends" to notice, and only when they feel like they have time to spare, they will tell me that i can always come to them to talk. maybe the first time they provide some halfhearted listening. if you continue to become much more of a burden, once your issues become too unpalatable for them to take on even to fulfill their egotistical savior complexes, they tell you that they don't have the time for you, they're struggling on their own and can't handle you, they don't know what to tell you. and it hurts more, because you thought they would save you. they told you they would save you and they lied! like everyone else who has ever claimed to care. they can say they want me to get professional help, even while knowing the kind of help i need is personal, and cannot be found in sterilized payments.
there's only one person in this world that has ever cared for me. and everyone wants to take him away for trivial matters like false morality and laws. they can tell me he doesn't care about me, acting nice only to separate me from my savior. once i am separated from him they continue to ignore me. in this way, they want to isolate me, knowing i will die without him. they want me dead and they pretend to care so they can save their own selves and sleep comfortably thinking they helped.
maybe only someone else who has a savior can understand my struggles. does anyone else feel this way?

lets all become algae!

so true.. i can't trust anybody these days, even other suicidal people

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I feel this, mate. I want to say you're not alone in that at least. You're right. Nobody does want to help. You don't have to listen to the people trying to pull you away from him. It's your choice. And remember, you've always got a great community here to come back to. Love and peace, my friend

 

[Leyna]

they want to help as far as their ego allows them. as soon as it starts negatively affecting them, even if it's just taking a little bit of their time, they're completely done with you. they only do it to make themselves feel better about themselves