Neverfeltdeader
Can you hear me drift away?
- Dec 12, 2021
- 133
If you truly love someone, don't encourage them to leave especially if they're suicidal. No matter how insecure you are. The wrong words might just be the right words for them.
I tried. I tried to end my life. I know I've attempted many times before, but this was supposed to be it. I made it to my destination and coward out of it. I walked 2 hours to get here. I have all the tools with me. The pills, the alcohol, the rope, the plastic bag, the knife, and the note. But I failed. I couldn't get the courage to walk through those woods and up the trail into the darkness. I just wanted out and I had the motivation to do so, and I still fucking failed. How do I go on living after this?
Anyway, hold on to those you love. Don't start stupid arguments with them. Don't mock their suicidal tendencies.
Hope those of you that want out, eventually get out.
P.s., spouse called the cops on me. He's literally dead to me now.
I tried. I tried to end my life. I know I've attempted many times before, but this was supposed to be it. I made it to my destination and coward out of it. I walked 2 hours to get here. I have all the tools with me. The pills, the alcohol, the rope, the plastic bag, the knife, and the note. But I failed. I couldn't get the courage to walk through those woods and up the trail into the darkness. I just wanted out and I had the motivation to do so, and I still fucking failed. How do I go on living after this?
Anyway, hold on to those you love. Don't start stupid arguments with them. Don't mock their suicidal tendencies.
Hope those of you that want out, eventually get out.
P.s., spouse called the cops on me. He's literally dead to me now.
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