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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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i need to empty this bottle to forget where i am and what's happening to me , i dont want to breakdown, i need to empty the bottle so i can forget. about 27 days left. worst days in my life. i need to forget. Forget.
 
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lostautist

lostautist

wandering
Jan 12, 2022
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My anxiety is getting the better of me. It's probably better I leave it at that. I wish there were words that would hlp
 
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TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
My anxiety is getting the better of me. It's probably better I leave it at that. I wish there were words that would hlp
I dont know why i cant simply forget. cant sleep either. i cant forget. i want to scream and cry but it's midnight.
 
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lostautist

wandering
Jan 12, 2022
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I dont know why i cant simply forget. cant sleep either. i cant forget. i want to scream and cry but it's midnight.
I didn't sleep. I laid in bed all night trying to listen to some lectures in the background almost constantly trembling... I've just decided to let the pain and stress overtake me. I deserve it now. I'm not ready to empty my bottles....
 
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TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I didn't sleep. I laid in bed all night trying to listen to some lectures in the background almost constantly trembling... I've just decided to let the pain and stress overtake me. I deserve it now. I'm not ready to empty my bottles....
i'm very sorry. i wish it were easier for us.
 
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TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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It's the worst at night. I wish I could find comfort to share.
i hope that this site alleviates your pain at least a bit. i'm almost always here if you'd like to talk and let your pain out. can't really breathe rn but i try my best


i hope i didnt say anything wrong. i dont know what to say much either. its all went to shit. if i could take away all the pain and distress from eveyone i would.
 
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wandering
Jan 12, 2022
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i hope that this site alleviates your pain at least a bit. i'm almost always here if you'd like to talk and let your pain out. can't really breathe rn but i try my best

Yes, I've found some relief from my anxiety here. I love to write as well, I had surgery on my hand and arm, so It's hard. Likewise, I'm here, open to share or distract
 
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