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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
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I hate them I hate them I hate them!!!


Plus everything I read.... "your emotions are irrational because you're broken" and you know the fuck what..... Maybe to you they are fucking irrational but you know you're not me you don't know how I feel. By saying my emotions are "irrational" only makes me feel like shit for reacting to anything. Just..... FUCK!!! I hate myself
 
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Emotions are certainly a weird thing and every person reacts in a different way to X situations.
I don't hate myself that much but, I really hate this world and some people, well not hate, but I dislike them.

Hope you feel better soon, I really like seeing you around :)
 
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Life_and_Death

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Emotions are certainly a weird things and every person reacts in a different way to X situations.
I don't hate myself that much but, I really hate this world and some people, well not hate, but I dislike them.

Hope you feel better soon, I really like seeing you around :)
Aww thnx :) <3

Yeah I think I'm fine just really upset. I've had a bit of a temper lately and its probably "irrational" but after my life (or anyone really for that matter) I think I'm allowed to be lol. I mean someone gets abused in multiple ways for 21 years.... Yeah.... They're probably gonna have "irrational" reactions


Edit: Closer to 20 I think.... I'm 21 and I've been abused since I was born however from 16-20 aside from the random asshole here and there it's been mostly me abusing myself which is still emotionally destroying so I feel it counts. And the last little while I haven't been doing to bad so yeah... More like 20 years.
 
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Please don't hate yourself <3
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
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Please don't hate yourself <3
Thnx :)

I just feel there has to be a better way to discribe it. Are my emotions a bit over the top to some things.... Probably. But to tell a mentally ill person they're being irrational... Good job making them feel like shit. I think I'll think on this one and if I come up with a solution mention to my mental health people.

I mean how would 'you' feel thinking your reactions to things were irrational? Personally it makes me not want to react and that's not healthy.
 
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Imagine punching them in the face, that might make you feel a bit better.
First I have to do research to find out who decided it was irrational lol. I have a punching bag. I'll print out their picture and attach it to it lol
 
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