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[throwawayghm]

just curious if anyone else has ever experienced it but I think my mind kinda tapped out around 4 maybe 5 months ago i dead ass cant think or process most emotions anymore i dont even know if i like it or if its helping or harming me ig im not thinking about ctb as much but not being able to think critically is rly fucking with me

 

[lastappleonearth]

just curious if anyone else has ever experienced it but I think my mind kinda tapped out around 4 maybe 5 months ago i dead ass cant think or process most emotions anymore i dont even know if i like it or if its helping or harming me ig im not thinking about ctb as much but not being able to think critically is rly fucking with me

I relate in a way, I think it's numbness of some sort

 

[hughmun9]

I relate with not being able to process emotions, but not being able to to think critically, what do you mean?

 

[throwawayghm]

I relate with not being able to process emotions, but not being able to to think critically, what do you mean?

i dont rly know how to describe it but i just kinda feel like ive been lobotomized I cant rly remember shit and my minds just kinda hazy all the time like im not rly aware of whats going on around me and i lose my trail of thought allot

 

[hughmun9]

i dont rly know how to describe it but i just kinda feel like ive been lobotomized I cant rly remember shit and my minds just kinda hazy all the time like im not rly aware of whats going on around me and i lose my trail of thought allot

Did anything trigger this as far as you can tell?

 

[throwawayghm]

Did anything trigger this as far as you can tell?

could be a couple things but I cant rly remember a specific time if i had to guess it would maybe be my 3rd attempt i think iirc my dad walked into my room told me mom was cheating on him blamed me then i kinda tried partial suspension maybe it was smth else but if i had to guess that would be it

 

[hughmun9]

could be a couple things but I cant rly remember a specific time if i had to guess it would maybe be my 3rd attempt i think iirc my dad walked into my room told me mom was cheating on him blamed me then i kinda tried partial suspension maybe it was smth else but if i had to guess that would be it

I've no idea what this could be, but I know from my experience heavy dissociation could affect your critical thinking as well as being able to process emotions. I've never personally dissociated so hard and so consistently that my thinking was affected 24/7, but I have had moments of tuning out so hard that I couldn't think that lasted 1-2 hours here and there, but everyone's different.

It could be a myriad of things, I'm just familiar with this topic so it's what comes to mind for me. If you google depersonalization/derealization do you relate to any of those symptoms?

 

[throwawayghm]

I've no idea what this could be, but I know from my experience heavy dissociation could affect your critical thinking as well as being able to process emotions. I've never personally dissociated so hard and so consistently that my thinking was affected 24/7, but I have had moments of tuning out so hard that I couldn't think that lasted 1-2 hours here and there, but everyone's different.

It could be a myriad of things, I'm just familiar with this topic so it's what comes to mind for me. If you google depersonalization/derealization do you relate to any of those symptoms?

i dont think ive rly ever derealized before but I cant rly explain it sry ig thats kinda apart of it like at work a journeyman can explain smth to me and ask me a question about it and i just cant answer or recall what the question was I didnt like zone out or anything I can process what hes asking me but when he asks the question my mind just goes blank, im getting enough sleep and have enough caffeine in me to kill an elephant i dont rly know what up

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

i've had something like this though i still think about ctb a lot.