Do your SI or fear of dying/ death disappear when you feel severely suicidal ? For me, these days , it disappears . Sure, I can't imagine burning myself or suffocating myself with plastic bag, but for methods such as hypothermia , my SI disappears . I feel like I can just enter sea and freeze myself to death
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):My SI isn't there until I'm right there on the edge of attempting. A trigger pull away or a glass of SN ready to go. That's when it becomes truly overwhelming and almost insurmountable. Leading up to those moments I feel it's not there either. That final moment is hard.
I badly wish that in my last moments it won't show up . Even if Near Death experiences are real. I hope that if I manage to reach NDE stage, those beings on the other side won't send me back telling "it isn't your time yet"Similar threads
