Do you think about suicide every day?

[Defenestration]

Unfortunately yes, it's more as in whatever problem I'm facing be it big or small, or stress for an upcoming event or whatever it's this thought that pops up like hey, you don't have to do this, you don't have to care at all, you can just end it right here right now and the world keeps spinning. It's a very freeing thought honestly.

Yes freeing but guilty about family

 

[TheBestFisch]

yes

 

[HFK40000]

I think about it consistently. The only thing I think about more is my ex.

 

[groovygoober]

For the past 9 months, yes . Its been on and off for 6 years,but its been getting worse day by day .

 

[needtofindrightway]

Yes I do. First thing on my mind when I wake up and last thing on my mind when I wanna go to sleep.

 

[Alexandra_]

Yes. It will be like this every day until I die

 

[taker_of_insulin]

Everyday. Especially when I'm facing a problem I don't want to confront. Which is multiple times a day. This job is going to kill me. But I need insurance.

 

[danielplainview]

Every hour

 

[idk3210]

Yes

 

[volo]

All The Time.

 

[unloveable27]

Me.7/7...even i am.good...

And you?

Thanks

Every day all day

 

[badtoad12314]

If im not distracting myself yes its the thing that will eventually completely seep into my mind. its very rare for me to at least not think about it at least once a day. It doesnt matter the context its always there.

 

[Oiled Sandwich]

Very much so, yes.

 

[failedmind]

yes, all day everyday

 

[ZeroRedz02]

Me.7/7...even i am.good...

And you?

Thanks

I'm starting to think at it constantly..

 

[StupiderJuniper]

Usually everyday, but I had a short and pleasant period of my life where I barely experienced it.

 

[Serena 2026]

As my "expiration date" approaches, I've been thinking about it daily... I want to get everything in order: I've already made my will, paid for the cremation, and printed 3,000 photos as keepsakes for my young grandchildren; I'm distributing cherished possessions to loved ones and setting up scheduled farewell emails; and the final step will be choosing a location or hotel...

 

[current93]

yes, daily for the past few months. before that, it was just scattered episodes.

 

[outrider567]

More than that

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

Me.7/7...even i am.good...

And you?

Thanks

Yes, every day

 

[N-methylamphetamine]

Me.7/7...even i am.good...

And you?

Thanks

not as much as i used to but yea

 

[Defenestration]

Plus que cela

All time? Since?

 

[softfur]

yeah. i'm so boring. i wish i had a hobby or something normal but everything is a chore to care about. at the bottom of everything suicide is the only interest that defines me

 

[outrider567]

All time? Since?

Jan 2022

 

[kouna]

Everyday.

 

[whocaresabouttrans]

More like 4 days of week tbh, more if my mood swings due to BPD

 

[never mind me]

Currently yes. It's ironic, because I felt quite good for several years and had no desire to ctb for quite a while. Thinking about it I realize that apart from short stints of suicidal ideation that didn't last longer than a few weeks I probably wasn't really suicidal for the last 15 years. But now health problems stop me from doing almost everything I enjoyed. I just want this situation to end.

 

[TakeMe2RainbowBridge]

Yes

 

[Defenestration]

Plutôt 4 jours par semaine, en réalité, voire plus si mes sautes d'humeur sont liées à mon trouble de la personnalité limite.

Same with bpd

 

[passthisnote]

yes i mean it's no different than how other people think about their futures this is just what mine is