Do you know someone in your surroundings who CTB?

[fitoo5999]

Do you know? Were they young? Old?

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

A friend of mine did PSH (?) when she was in her mid 20's. It haunts me that I had missed a facebook message from her and didn't see it until after she died.

 

[MeSauce]

Not super personal but I was in a discord server with someone who shot himself with a shotgun on livestream. I wasn't in the livestream and didn't see it, but apparently two members were encouraging him to do it. Extremely fucked situation. I think he would have done it regardless, but the fact they encouraged him to do so was chilling. The members who encouraged it were also the owners of the server and deleted the server around 12 hours later, and one person who was in the livestream while it was happening was being charged(so the rumor goes).
I was friends with him on discord and his death hit me really hard and kinda snowballed me to where I am now. I don't know his age but he looked to be in his 20s. He was a skinny white guy, very pale. Super depressed and did some of the worst self harm I have ever seen(gaping thigh wound 7 inches long). I miss him. Some people who know about this situation might be reading this message. It was fampir, iykyk

 

[discernment]

My mum, she was 54

 

[hooman57]

in my later school years one of my childhood friends (wasnt toooo close but still) shot himself in his home and it was pretty rough for all my other friends and stuff

 

[fluorescentpearl]

My first boyfriend (he was 17 I think) killed himself on call with me, then my best friend(she was 14) at the time killed herself, then my mother attempted a few times and survived, my great-uncle technically could count as a suicide, then I lost another 2 friends to suicide (one was 18 and one was 25),then I lost a mentor to suicide as well (he was 42)
I never asked for methods because frankly the grief was too strong

 

[khora]

There used to be a boy who lived across the street (i still live here) while i was in elementary school i think - he was in highschool at the time.
One night he managed to take his life by hanging himself as the story goes.
I never knew them personally, only that he had blue hair coincedently like me while i was in middleschol and that he was in band.
supposedly he was gay too - which was the rumor, possibly bullied - maybe the reality behind the situation was much more than anyone realized..
I only knew that they had lived there and that it happened and i somehow became aware of it later down the road.
Pretty sad, had this happened during my time in high school i probably would have gotten to know them.

 

[hughmun9]

I know 0 people who have CTB-ed or attempted to.

 

[SkeletonFlower96]

My ex-neighbour killed himself last week, he jumped.

 

[suncide10]

my friend who I know since I was born died by SN. I was with him when he was receiving it, I just didn't know. He told it was some drugs and if he won't come back I should go home. On the way home he was very talkative and told me a bunch of stories and secrets. The next day around 9pm his mom came at our door crying and said my friend is dead. I miss him so much, I wish he told me about his feelings or at least leave a note or message.

 

[jimmyjiggy80]

Do you think knowing someone personally that CTB had some influence to bring us to these ideas?

When I was 18, a classmate shot himself in his parents shed one night, found by his 6yr old brother next day.

In my 20s, I shared an apartment with a black friend. His black friend came to stay with us for a month or so, but he received so much racism (bricks thrown at him etc from building sites, etc), that he jumped out of a tree in front of a passing train. On the way home from work, i felt something was wrong and asked the police man if it was a black man that died. I got arrested and questioned, but showed them where we lived and I had to identify him at 3am. The image always haunted me.

A friend that got raped by her ex over a weekend in house arrest hung herself shortly afterwards.

 

[fitoo5999]

So much pain, so much pain. It actually break my soul to see all of that.

 

[lastappleonearth]

No, but I know someone who attempted