Do you guys watch people suicide?

[strangelife]

I watched these videos in order to choose a method and realized that some methods are terrible and definitely not suitable for me. But I don't want to watch any more

 

[FuneralCry]

No, those who are now permanently free from this existence should just be allowed to rest in peace, I envy them as they can no longer suffer in this hellish world.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

No, watching videos of peoples' suicide feels disrespectful, unless they are specifically doing it to call attention to something, like that man who burned himself alive in protest to what is happening with Palestine.

 

[xoirse]

no. whatever it is their reason for creating the video, it's their desire to never want to be associated with this world again so we must keep it that way and respect them for their commitment into doing so. i know it may be tempting for the methods we all might use someday, but i know i wouldn't want anyone watching my video (wouldn't make it in the first place but let's say hypothetically) even if it helps them because then i wouldn't achieve peace. despite being comforting to some people, it feels disrespectful indeed.

 

[Otaku]

No..It rubs me the wrong way.

 

[skybox]

Yes, but I've watched gore videos since I was a tween. Doesn't effect me anymore.

 

[Placo]

I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..

Sorry if I reply here but in the partners topic it's not possible and I can't write to you privately, maybe you can do it, in any case I'm interested as I also want to kill myself by June, the problem is that I live in Italy while you have written that at most you can move within Germany.

Let me know.

Returning to the topic, I must say that I don't watch videos like this and in fact they might discourage me.

 

[RW__Asher23]

I don't need to watch videos or people suiciding or attempting to. I chose to watch a friend take her medicine and die because she did not want to go alone. I was not the only one who watched but we were there for her at her request. I am thankful it looked mostly peaceful passing and we chatted a while before she took the last part and then she asked us to stay until she was gone.. There was nothing we could do to help but we wouldn't have anyway. But after witnessing that and being close to the person in friendship it has never left me either. Did it affect my 0wn ctb desire? No that has always been my own choice and will be when I go. But it did allow her to go knowing we cared enough to be with her to the end. That meant a lot.
Oh without revealing any more I will say several people here know who it was. She was here.
Wish you all Peace in your journey's to whatever choice you make, live or ctb or just give it more time.
l would never need to watch anyone's video of doing it. Been there done that. What I watched, Will be with me to my own end.
Peace.

 

[Untimely]

I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..

Yeah it is comforting to me too

 

[ihateearth]

How can I share a live stream of my suicide if I die by cop or any method?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/death-by-cop-us.159241/#post-2449545

 

[Agon321]

Yes, sometimes.

I watch it because I kind of like gore videos.
I don't like directed movies.
I prefer real recordings.

I know this sounds VERY bad, but some of the death videos are hilarious. I don't necessarily mean CTB.

However, the CTB recordings give me a strange feeling because I know that in some time I will be in their place.
It also helps me come to terms with death.
I hope no one records my CTB.
I want to keep some dignity in my life.

 

[Fausse]

kind of a sick activity to take part in.

 

[Z-A]

I've seen people hang, shoot themselves, jump out of buildings, lay in the railways and worst of all stab themselves. I watched the videos to see the true process behind these kind of actions.

I've come to the conclusion that the only way to get the best outcome is to prepare yourself, no matter which method you choose. Those who impulsively have chosen to CTB suffered from lots of pain because they were not ready for it. Except if it's instant death, it doesn't really matter.

It's just as painful to die as it is to live. Peaceful it is afterwards which won't matter as you'd be unaware of it anyway and won't be able to witness your success.

 

[Archness]

Yeah.... I also watch other things on WPD. It's like... Yeah, I'm just fucked, going out of my way for that content, though in my defense it's "only sometimes".

I used to go out of my way for suicide videos but no more. I've seen enough.

 

[meowmeowkitty]

yes i do, it brings me comfort. if they can do it maybe so can i…

 

[soulkitty]

I have when my depression gets extremely severe, but they always take a large toll on my mental health, it almost feels like I'm self harming. I also feel really guilty