Discussion do u ever try to close your eyes and..

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i wish i could close my eyes and open them again as someone or something else, or just be dead. sometimes i try really hard to do that. or when i am about to fall asleep, to wish to never wake up, or wake up as someone else. i know it doesnt work (duh) but does anyone else do this?

 

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I don't tend to imagine being other people much. I have a suspicion life is difficult for a lot of people. Or at least- I would still struggle to walk in their shoes. I do fantasize about closing my eyes and not having to awake again to all the same problems though. Passive ideation basically.