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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
204
Anyone feel like life is scary
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, it certainly is for me and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence, I find it so horrible and painful a human can be tortured in this existence for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel just to face the extreme torture of old age, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and it's so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible, dreadful burden of existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
204
FuneralCry said:
Yes, it certainly is for me and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence, I find it so horrible and painful a human can be tortured in this existence for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel just to face the extreme torture of old age, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and it's so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible, dreadful burden of existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.
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Totally agree with you
Im considering drinking poison..anyone here is free to share recommendations..im tired of living in general
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
1,081
Yes but I am most afraid of the the unlimited amount of suffering that may occur. Both physical and mental.
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
204
It's wild that our parents don't give 2 fucks what their children would feel b4 bringing them in the world
 
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