Am i a coward?

[randomuser97]

My life is very miserable. I want to end it but I'm scared of the pain. I'm not scared of death itself but the pain beforehand. I know there are painless methods like nitrogren asphysiation but they have risks as well. I'm scared of certain methods like gunshot because I don't know if it will be instant. It might seem scary but I feel like a coward for wanting to die an instant death as opposed to a traditional method

 

[itsgone2]

I'm a coward too. Many of us here. I don't know what becomes of us.

 

[LongJacks]

I understand you completely I feel scared too, SI is a powerful thing and uncertainty doesn't help either

 

[Ben 111]

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I understand you completely I feel scared too, SI is a powerful thing and uncertainty doesn't help either

What method were u planning to go with

 

[LongJacks]

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What method were u planning to go with

Partial H*nging but I'm too afraid of it failing and getting discovered plus it's a brutal process until you pass out IF you pass out some have tried and didn't pass out

 

[Ben 111]

I gave up on hanging method I always reach a point where I felt like my head will explode, I didn't like that feeling... But I'm pretty positive about CO asphyxiation is my preferred option

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I gave up on hanging method I always reach a point where I felt like my head will explode, I didn't like that feeling... But I'm pretty positive about CO asphyxiation is my preferred option

9h hey bro u managed to put yourself a profile icon image i like it! Haha Illuminati i was always fascinated by it.

 

[Ben 111]

It represents consciousness, basically were are all extensions of one ultimate consciousness
People got it all twisted like its associated with the devil...humans have twisted everything in this world

 

[LongJacks]

It represents consciousness, basically were are all extensions of one ultimate consciousness
People got it all twisted like its associated with the devil...humans have twisted everything in this world

So true this world sucks ass, it's all about money and power they don't care about us