Venting Disappointed

[gorexzxz]

I have spent the past couple of days looking for SN. Started looking on google and then reddit post and then the dark web. Randomly I found an old link to a website that supplied and had a outside company deliver the final package. On the item page there is no mention of company only. So I got excited thought I found IT. I made the login only to find out to make any purchase on the website you need a company verification.
For a moment I felt so good, I felt so close to the end. Sad Times

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel and hellish to me how people have to struggle so much to die, really wish there's the option to just easily die in peace, I understand why you'd feel so disappointed, it's beyond unacceptable how suicide is purposely made so inaccessible.