Desperate to cbt but need olanzipine as AE advice for SN plan-please help!

[pphelpme]

I'm desperate. I'm getting sucked into thinking life might be ok when I really know it is suffering for me because I'm going blind and I'm in a hurry before I can't see we'll enough to do my cbt plan. And I'm bipolar and have PTSD. There's no fucking way I can handle all this. I need advice for my SN plan for an AE. How much olanzipine do I need to be taking??? I've failed twice before and I have to get it perfect this time. No failure!

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Failed twice with SN or a different method? All preparation info for SN should be in SN megathread or stans guide.

 

[Darkover]

olanzipine 1000mg dose should do it

 

[pphelpme]

Failed twice with SN or a different method? All preparation info for SN should be in SN megathread or stans guide.

Failed twice with pills and alcohol because I told someone after I blacked out. So I need to be quick and perfect this time. Pass out quickly.

 

[pphelpme]

olanzipine 1000mg dose should do it

Not sure how you figured that out. Could you let me know? 5 mg is a starting dose I'm on when you take it regularly and I've gathered from Stan's guide and posts that you need to be on some regular dose and don't do stat. 1000mg sounds way off. I was checking if it was a typo. Thanks!!

 

[Darkover]

Not sure how you figured that out. Could you let me know? 5 mg is a starting dose I'm on when you take it regularly and I've gathered from Stan's guide and posts that you need to be on some regular dose and don't do stat. 1000mg sounds way off. I was checking if it was a typo. Thanks!!

talking from experience i took a overdoes of olanzapine and went into respiratory arrest was in a coma for 2 days in ICU, 1000mg is the least you need to take.

 

[pphelpme]

talking from experience i took a overdoes of olanzapine and went into respiratory arrest was in a coma for 2 days in ICU, 1000mg is the least you need to take.

Ok thanks! How long did it take you to pass out? I think I would take me quite a while to stockpile that much unfortunately. Sorry about your coma.

 

[redgirl78]

Failed twice with SN or a different method? All preparation info for SN should be in SN megathread or stans guide.

Not sure how to find mega thread or guide

 

[Graytaichi]

You need 25g at least and purity is another factor. Meto is a must. Anacid makes it better.

 

[pphelpme]

talking from experience i took a overdoes of olanzapine and went into respiratory arrest was in a coma for 2 days in ICU, 1000mg is the least you need to take.I

talking from experience i took a overdoes of olanzapine and went into respiratory arrest was in a coma for 2 days in ICU, 1000mg is the least you need to take.

Do you think you would've cby if you mixed it with a toxic amount of alcohol? That's my plan is to do drugs and alcohol. I know drugs is often not enough.