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A Desperate Fool

A Desperate Fool

at the End of His Pitiful Rope
Jan 23, 2021
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I'm going to die one way or another. So why not do it peacefully on my terms? If I don't, I could end up dying in a horrific and painful car accident or something.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I can relate.
The race has already started. We can reach the goal whenever we want but damn, I just don't have the guts.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
yeah the thought of death being inevitable for everyone is peaceful, specially when I'm in pain but my SI is strong
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
Cheers to that!
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
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I don't plan on making to a certain age or retirement and never saw myself growing old. Going to live out my life and then go out on my own terms.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
If everything goes wrong with tech we could have a situation where "people" can live for millions of years. It's so unlikely (in the near future, my "current" lifetime) that I'm discarding the possibility outside of memeing, but still. If there are any signs of things like this happening it will force my hand to cbt.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,189
What's frustrating is the fact that I had one chance at life and it ended up like this. I didn't even get a chance to enjoy this due to all the shit that happened to me, due to all the struggles I went through. And it's sad that I'm gonna die without being able to enjoy any of the good things that come in life. But yeah, in the end it doesn't matter, none of the experiences matter once you're dead.
 
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