Dead inside

[Beautiful Angel]

How can I sleep 20 hours straight I do this and I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep I'm so depressed

 

[Heavy]

How can I sleep 20 hours straight I do this and I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep I'm so depressed

When I'm not at my shitty work which makes me really wanna die, I sleep whenever I get home. The cycle repeats.

I think this is the reality for many people. We just sleep our days away ..
Although, sleep is actually really good but if it's excessive, then it can be detrimental.

Some people are not made for this world. It's biology.

 

[Beautiful Angel]

I feel that I Have always been destined to be one of those that commit suicide I felt like that since I was little

 

[Sinai Silence]

It gets to a point where I've slept for so long in a day it feels like I've come out of cryostasis when I wake up. I have no energy to get out of bed so I just lay there till I inevitably fall back to sleep.

What makes you feel like you're destined for suicide?

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I hate that a lot. I sleep for hours, then when I do wake up I manage to do very little and then quickly want to go rest again. It's not like I'm tired, but I just don't have the motivation to move around or do anything.

 

[Exhausted1705]

I hate that a lot. I sleep for hours, then when I do wake up I manage to do very little and then quickly want to go rest again. It's not like I'm tired, but I just don't have the motivation to move around or do anything.

Me too. I absolutely hate waking up

 

[RL95]

I'm with you all, lately been sleeping 14+ hours, used to sleep like 7 before that, guess depression hit real hard

 

[Beautiful Angel]

It gets to a point where I've slept for so long in a day it feels like I've come out of cryostasis when I wake up. I have no energy to get out of bed so I just lay there till I inevitably fall back to sleep.

What makes you feel like you're destined for suicide?

I've always felt like I've never belonged and nobody understands my depression everything in my life has been straight turmoil And I've never mattered to anybody

I hate that a lot. I sleep for hours, then when I do wake up I manage to do very little and then quickly want to go rest again. It's not like I'm tired, but I just don't have the motivation to move around or do anything.

Exactly

 

[Sinai Silence]

I've always felt like I've never belonged and nobody understands my depression everything in my life has been straight turmoil And I've never mattered to anybody

I 100% relate to that, I feel like I'm invisible most of the time. Everyone just downplays people's emotions because they don't want to accept that somethings wrong. Since then they would have to put effort into caring about someone other than themselves.

I hope you do find some belonging in this world if you want to talk I'm here to listen

 

[Beautiful Angel]

Thankyou same for you if you need anyone

 

[dysfunctional]

Its like waking up into a nightmare that is real.

 

[Weightoftheworld]

Sleep is better than reality, so I try to sleep as much as I can.