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Freakazette

Freakazette

May you find the light that was stolen from you.
May 18, 2021
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Okay, so I don't have any meds other than SN. Only in case my order arrives in 2 days, I will include also meds, otherwise I cannot wait. Therefore, now, in my mind there's the plan without any adjuvant meds... There were at least two successful cases without all those meds or any at all.

I'm going to start fasting tomorrow.

Wednesday, I will measure 25 g in 50 ml of water ( and also have two glasses as back-up, even though I just encountered one single case of drinking the second glass or none ).

Question nr. 1: Is it okay if I smoke at least the day before ( while fasting ) and besides water? I don't want to eat anything, though, just to be on the safe side.

HOWEVER, there are some failed attempts which worries me, they had some of the effects/symptoms, got sick ( nausea, dizziness, even blue skin, blurred vision, fainted and so on) and survived! I don't want to feel bad and then not die...

Question nr. 2: Is there a chance for the SN to make a whole in your stomach? I think I've read that somewhere...

Question nr. 3: In those failed attempts - I'm going to leave the link below - it took them more than 1 hour ( 90 minutes and even more ) and the person was still alive.

In the end, I'll just have to find out everything on my own, I kno' that. BUT I DON'T WANT TO SURVIVE! :'(

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-on-the-forum-as-a-cause-of-sn-failure.47986/
 
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Anonymous_A

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Oct 4, 2020
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Most answers you can find with a search. But it you can't find them, just try it with new variables and report back?
Win-win for errrybody
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
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I wish I was in a situation to dissuade u.
 
UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

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Aug 17, 2020
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Stan's Guide might help answer most of your questions, but generally, people fail because they don't consume enough SN.

Maybe someone didn't use exactly 25mg/50ml, because their measurements/scales were off, which is why it's important to verify this.
Maybe someone vomited too much, and enough wasn't ingested, which is why antiemetic's are important.
Maybe the SN wasn't pure enough, or it had converted from nitrite to nitrate, which is why SN testing strips are important.
Maybe the person didn't take an antacid, so their stomach acid converted the nitrite into nitrate, which is why reducing the stomach acid is important.

I think you get the general idea but that's why there's so many guides on the topic. Obviously, some people are lucky and manage to CTB easily, with very little prep.... but if you're really worried about failure, then the best thing you can do, is follow the advice/guides as much as possible (to reduce the risk of failure)
 
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Mar 22, 2020
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Well, I've already told you everything I know so, I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and peace!!!

I'll keep talking to you meanwhile because you're so lovely and I'm really gonna miss you!

I wish you were not in pain. I hate this unfair world and life!

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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