Method Ctb methods???

[idkwhattodoforthis8]

Hi. I'm a new member who's been floating around for a while before finally deciding to make an account.

I'll get right to the point considering no one really wants to read a super long message, but what it the best way to ctb? Obviously it's a very subjective question, but in your opinion? I had originally been planning to drown myself after overdosing on Benadryl, but the more I read about drowning, I realized I'm way too much of a coward and would probably chicken out.

I'd say my out restrictions are that I can't buy a gun due to financial issues, and I would have no way to buy SN, either. I'd still be open to drowning if someone had an idea how to make it less painful. Other than that, I am pretty open.

Thank you for reading this, sorry for the length.

 

[endlesschatter]

Thanks for sharing your method and your opinion on it.
Overdosing on Benadryl night not be sufficient to knock you off. So, it's likely not going to result in what you want out of it.
The problem with drowning is to find a place which has got no cctv or no bystanders who can save us. Last month, i was in a city with a couple of lakes, i surveyed them, and noticed even if I come at late night, it'll be difficult. There were heavy chances of me getting rescued.
I found Swb+ gas asphyxiation can be fast as per some posts but i don't have gas to do it. you can check lot of posts on the site once search option gets enabled. My search option is also not enabled yet.
But you can use Google to search the site.
Go through suicide compilation and you can find a lot of methods there and see for yourself which method looks feasible for you.