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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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feeling weird....weird talking to friends knowing in a week , they'll know im dead....sad for them and me, that things didn't go how i hoped....but relieved i have a way out of this suffering....mixed feelings....i just hope the sn works and i can down it all, any advice to make it go down appreciated!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
Straws supposedly help by bypassing the tongue for the most part so its not as salty. Haven't tested myself though.

Also take a hug hun. That's a lot to carry alone <3
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heydude56

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Aug 13, 2025
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Straws supposedly help by bypassing the tongue for the most part so its not as salty. Haven't tested myself though.

Also take a hug hun. That's a lot to carry alone <3
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Personal opinion but I feel like just straight up chugging it might be better..
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
Personal opinion but I feel like just straight up chugging it might be better..
Maybe? In the end it is just like 100ml. You can suck that up with a straw in two seconds. Really comes down to preference i guess
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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☮️ I wish you peace
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
339
Straws supposedly help by bypassing the tongue for the most part so its not as salty. Haven't tested myself though.

Also take a hug hun. That's a lot to carry alone <3
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thanks lovely - hoping to do 50ml , we'll see - i will try straw!
 
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natori

natori

Que Sera, Sera—Whatever Will Be, Will Be.
Nov 26, 2025
125
I hope you find peace and solace in whatever your option may be.
 
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jane_doa

jane_doa

the view from halfway down
Nov 8, 2025
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I envy your courage
Wishing you all the best and hope you find your peace 🫂
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
339
I envy your courage
Wishing you all the best and hope you find your peace 🫂
thanks xx i hope i can folloe through - though tbh it takes more courage to be alive...my heart is so broken
 
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