Cronic depression

[a.h]

Hi,

I have read studies saying that for example Nitrous Oxide (=Laughing Gas) and DMT has helped people with worst cronic depression. Has anyone here had privilege to get these or try any unconventional drugs to treat their depression. Few users here have said before that DMT (not from their doctors) relieved their depression.

I wish that people with cronic depression could get meds and care that actually worked and didn't have to ctb to stop their unbearable pain and suffering.

Sadly it seems to me that in most countries people with cronic depression (to which no meds and years of treatment has helped) and wish to die are just treated with prison sentence and traumas which pushes some of them off the edge.

 

[WornOutLife]

I had DMT once and it was awesome.
Some aliens talked to me and explained to me the true origin of every and what the hell this universe and life really are lol.
Unfortunately, I don't remember the details but it seems I was quite happy with the answer.

However, I was depressed again when I came back to this reality.

Now, my recovery is going quite well but I think I will always suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts because they're just part of me.

 

[Hurt]

Now, my recovery is going quite well but I think I will always suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts because they're just part of me.

Same for me. Chronic depression. Many years depressed. I can't live like this anymore. Suicidal thoughts everyday even when I'm doing things I used to enjoy. I think this will never disappear unless I ctb.