Creating some kind of meaning

[Mustkeyknow]

How do you guys deal with this? When my psychiatrist or psychologist comes up with this idk what to tell them. Create some kind of meaning as opposed to killing myself. It's rather, idk infuriating because I'm 33 and I was supposed to create something by myself. I feel like I'm limbo and I can't let go of the past. Idk I was running earlier and I feel good right now, but at the same time I'm like what's the fucking point? Another life wasted

 

[Kill Bill]

I also struggle with this. I was recommended a book called mans search for meaning by Viktor Frankl.

 

[Calafquen]

I understand you perfectly, I don't know what to say to them, however I feel full with what I have done so far, that meaning that you mention leaves it as a mark in the world doing something that I wanted, however now I try to imagine what sense to give it to life and I don't see anything despite all my abilities, it's blank and I'm not looking for anything else.

PD: Sorry for the english