I'm crazy upset right now. I feel so alone. However I don't want to ctb when I'm so upset. I want my death to not be as painful as my life has been. But I don't know how I can wake up tomorrow and carry on. I just don't know how I can do it.
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sadworld
existence is a nightmare
- Aug 25, 2020
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_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 825
My heart goes out to you, friend. It may not be much, but I hope knowing those of us here can empathize with you alleviates even just a little bit of your pain.
I don't know what do, I'm literally sobbing
botanormal
Mage
- Nov 9, 2020
- 565
It's horrible you have to experience pain like this, just know that you are heard. Do you feel like talking about it some more? We'll be here to listen to anything that's on your mind, if it's what you want to do. Sending love
UpandDownPrincess
Elementalist
- Dec 31, 2019
- 833
Sending you thoughts and support. We're here for you.
It's so hard to hang in when you're this down but please try not to make your big decisions from such a place.
Weary Soul
Soon I will be free
- Nov 13, 2019
- 1,155
Got into an argument with a psychiatrist today. The change in the way I'm treated from when they thought I had depression to now (I'm assuming) bpd is astounding. Feel incredibly invalidated and patronised, and crucially there's no sympathy or empathy anymore. Even the professionals don't want to treat people with personality disordersIt's horrible you have to experience pain like this, just know that you are heard. Do you feel like talking about it some more? We'll be here to listen to anything that's on your mind, if it's what you want to do. Sending love
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botanormal
Mage
- Nov 9, 2020
- 565
That's incredibly messed up, I'm so sorry you have to deal with such an unhelpful psychiatrist. Treating you differently because of a change in diagnosis is incredibly unprofessional, is there any way you can find another psychiatrist to help? You shouldn't have to put up with that, it's no wonder you are feeling so low dealing with such crap. You are completely valid and deserve correct treatment. Really wishing all the best for you.Thank you so much for the love and support, it means so much
Unfortunately I don't think so, but Im going to ask tomorrow (if I'm still around). When I raise my concerns they have just been acting like I'm being completely irrational and not listening to what I'm saying at all, which is part of the invalidation I feel. So I think they will just dismiss my concerns about the way I was spoken to.That's incredibly messed up, I'm so sorry you have to deal with such an unhelpful psychiatrist. Treating you differently because of a change in diagnosis is incredibly unprofessional, is there any way you can find another psychiatrist to help? You shouldn't have to put up with that, it's no wonder you are feeling so low dealing with such crap. You are completely valid and deserve correct treatment. Really wishing all the best for you.
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Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
- Nov 8, 2020
- 207
I relate to this on so many levels. I'm so sorry hun. They really be abandoning us and thats counter productive (like most of the mental health business)
Yes! Thank you for getting it. The way they treat us is directly triggering and they seem to have no empathy or understanding of this at all.Similar threads
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