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anaokino_

anaokino_

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Oct 19, 2024
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I feel so lonely and empty. Lonely in like i have no friends barely any family consequently no love. I just live and every day it gets more painful and somehow more lonely. Pure agony. Really it feels like someone is slowly peeing off my skin. I just want someone who can love me. I also want someone who cares for me who will hug me. I've never felt such a heavy craving.
 
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ad4nn

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Oct 11, 2024
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That sucks that you're feeling that way. I feel similarly sometimes. No friends. Just wanting someone near me, someone that completely understands me, or at least wants to understand me. Someone to share the little smiles, and the tears with. To know that someone actually wants me there with them.

One thing that helped me, a little bit, is imagining myself next to me, putting my arm around my shoulders, and telling me "it's ok". It doesn't make the loneliness go away, but it's helped me cover it up a little.

if nothing else, imagine a small, plump red panda giving you a hug.
 
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