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onlyusefulwhenused

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Dec 25, 2024
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I always say I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I can't stop.

"Stop. Stop you apologized. You apologized 3 times."

All I want to do is cut myself open and dissect myself. Find out what the fuck is wrong with me? Someone told me if they get in trouble for something I messed up, that they would kill themselves.

I apologized constantly….i don't even know why I remain around this person, as he has used my feelings. "Delicate little flower." Is what called me once….but then a day after he destroyed me, like he was ripping off his 'delicate little flower's' petals.

I try to remain friends, as I really think my feelings were overblown due to my bpd… but him snapping at me like that makes me paranoid and insecure.

I hate how my throat swells as I choke back tears in a room full of people…I have to act ok.

I'm better off hanging from the fucking ceiling, with my wrists cut as I hang.
 
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