Considering methods

[knickknack81]

Hey everyone.

Im new to the thread but I have been considering CTB for a quite a while now thanks to some major life changes that have happened to me. Don't really want to get into all of that right now but I am looking at methods and considering two. SN or jumping from balcony

I have been reading up on SN which sounds like one of the comfortable ways to go but trying to get my hands on SN and all the other ingredients in the US seems to be a bit tricky and I worry about messing up the procedure and what the aftermath of that would entail.

On the other side, I have looked into a jumping off a balcony of a very tall hotel building. It would be relatively easy to access and would not require as many steps. The thing Id be concerned with is major SI kicking in right before I jump which would make not want to go through with it, also the off chance possibility of surviving it (although ive heard jumping 20 stories would make that very difficult).

So that's where I'm at right now. Thoughts?

Much appreciate it.

 

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[imOK]

Jumping is a coin-toss. There's a good chance to survive with deliberating injuries and lifelong disabilities. I would not risk it, personally. People have survived falling from planes (yes, without parachute).

 

[knickknack81]

Yeah I have heard people surviving that too. Would it really be said that's a "good chance"? if one was to jump off a 20 story balcony onto concrete, the odds have to be pretty damn good for fatality. I know no one method is 100 percent and they all have their risk. I just think getting access to things like SN and other medications is getting more and more difficult and trying to predict how ones body reacts is also a coin toss.