Consciousness is all there is

[Poiter1987]

And until something extremely traumatic happens to you. You don't realise how hard reality can be.

I was shot up for drug induced psychosis with an antipsychotic medication that has had devastating effects on my life.

I'm now treated like a criminal by the medical profession and a drug addict.

My life is fucked. And reality is constant. Negative thoughts. Regret loss. Shame. It's all I have. And everything is slipping further away from me.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you have to go through, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, I'd personally never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[Poiter1987]

It has broken me as a human. I feel like things will never be the same again.