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sickofbeinghere

sickofbeinghere

sad girl
Oct 27, 2021
56
hey all, Im 23, I got extreme chest pain and they think I have a blood clot in/near my heart. I might just lay here without treatment and hope it ends me - is that a horrible way to go? they cant treat me without the blood test and im terrified of needles so not even my fault really! serendipity really cus ive been wishing everyday to die :) maybe god is real, lmao
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It does sound a horrible way to go, but I do not know anything about this. Whatever happens I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering. I also wish to die every day, I hope to fall asleep and never wake again.
 
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sickofbeinghere

sickofbeinghere

sad girl
Oct 27, 2021
56
It does sound a horrible way to go, but I do not know anything about this. Whatever happens I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering. I also wish to die every day, I hope to fall asleep and never wake again.
thank u, im so sorry to hear about ur situation. I think I would like to live if I could start again, have a family that loves me and didn't fuck me up by abusing me. idk if u feel the same way? peace from freedom and suffering is definitely a different thing from suicide, if you really think about it. 'peace' is an alive thing. idk. anyways I rly hope u start feeling better, and me too
 
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