Chosen my death date

[User35688446786]

I've chosen my death date. I've always been weirdly fascinated by people who die on their birthday. So I will be committing suicide (jumping) on my birthday which is relatively soon, I'll take a couple diphenhydramine to try and help with SI and will just run and jump. Picked where I wanna go from so that's all sorted now just have to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also like the sound of ctb on my birthday, I do dislike that day as it is a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence I do not want and did not ask for. Jumping does sound like a horrifying way to leave this world but I do envy those with the courage for that method. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[User35688446786]

I also like the sound of ctb on my birthday, I do dislike that day as it is a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence I do not want and did not ask for. Jumping does sound like a horrifying way to leave this world but I do envy those with the courage for that method. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Thank you Yeah tbh I'm more just done with the waiting and seeing part of life. I'm at my core and on the surface a very nice well meaning person but I have a lot of flaws that will take a lot of work to fix and I'm just a bit over trying to work on myself. Also I think it will be nice for the people I leave behind to only have to be remembered of me once per year rather than on my birthday and also the day I died.