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nayomi

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Jul 19, 2026
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i think i had a realization that my emotions can be dangerous and they want me to die so i got terrified from all emotions.
so i just terrified of anything that happens so i dont want to live so i wont have any of them.

i so on one hand emotions makes me live and kill me at the same time.
i guess it is just turning up my survival instincts every time so maybe i need to friend them in some way instad of being too logical
 
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Being able to manage emotions is an important skill. One might think of runaway emotions as similar to bleeding. Both would indicate a condition that needs treatment. Positive emotions allow one to enjoy life. Negative emotions warn of something wrong that needs to be fixed.
 
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