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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
i am struggling with this. other people have said when they go to practice they can feel themselves ready to pass out, I just feel myself getting a massive fucking headache. i am using a slipknot but i cannot find the sweet spot and it's frustrating the fuck out of me

UPDATEL I GOT IT!!!!! THANK CHRIST!!!!!! It took about 4 seconds and I started going black. Instantly stood up and all was fine. So thankful to have this method ready.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I was struggling with that too.
I just gave up on partial hanging.
 
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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
I was struggling with that too.
I just gave up on partial hanging.
I am so fucking frustrated I can't even die in peace. I have no clue why it won't work
 
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Flump

Student
Jan 14, 2020
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It's so difficult to do this I've tried so many times I've given up on hanging now
 
Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Yeah I just felt like my head was filling up and gonna explode, I don't really get it
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yeah I just felt like my head was filling up and gonna explode, I don't really get it
This is exactly what I felt a few days ago when I tried partial. It was so scary!
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
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You could try putting a rolled up sock(or something harder)across from the adams apple, where you can feel your pulse then put the rope over them. It might focus the pressure in that spot.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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How is the sweet spot supposed to feel anyway? It seems like there would always be a feeling of pressure when you're constricting your throat..but I haven't tried it too much
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
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Chemicalcastration20

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Sep 11, 2020
76
When I tried with loop right near the shoulder blades at the bottom of my neck, I got no head exploding feeling! SI stopped me though. I had the head exploding when loop was above Adams apple.
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
When I tried with loop right near the shoulder blades at the bottom of my neck, I got no head exploding feeling! SI stopped me though. I had the head exploding when loop was above Adams apple.
yeah I needed to lean my weight into it fully tbh and I don't think I was, I'm not super tiny but I'm not large either so I def needed the full weight
 
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Chemicalcastration20

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Sep 11, 2020
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yeah I needed to lean my weight into it fully tbh and I don't think I was, I'm not super tiny but I'm not large either so I def needed the full weight
I was pretty much in a laying down position when I tried it, Just my knees touching the ground, I heard loud tinitus.. I think I would have passed out if I had of continued.

I'm so desperate I don't know what to try next.. Iv got so many methods, but just can't decide which one.. I think I'm going to snap in the next few days and force myself to go through with one of them.
 
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