Cancer

[Tintypographer]

This is something I've thought a lot about lately. So many things are carcinogenic. I've imagined dramatically exposing myself to them until I get cancer and then just skip treatment. Let it progress and then die. Painfully but no survival instinct to kick in, no hesitation or fear and if I play it right my family gets all the life insurance. And I get out of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is understandable wanting to get cancer as it means we will not have to ctb. Of course it is difficult to ctb as we are programmed to survive. If it was easier I would already be gone. In death there is no more suffering, it is true peace and it is what I want.

 

[ocklepold]

Skin cancer seems like the easiest to get, just go to the tanning salon as often as possible (getting sunburnt better of course). Pretty much the most common cancer for people in their 20s. Takes 5-15 years to appear though.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I've fantasized many times about getting terminal cancer, it would be painful of course but at least you have death guaranteed at the end. Isn't it funny though how those who want to live the most get it and die and those who want to die with any chance don't and live very long??