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Yeah, this exactly. It's like an intense, warm moment of clarity. It feels like I get hit with this fat brick of realization of how overdramatic I'm being and my regular thoughts seem fucked up. Somehow being happy in the future seems possible during those rare moments, but the next day I'm back to planning my suicide again. I desperately want to hang on to those feelings of hope but I can't figure out how to make them last. I'm not sure if it's a BPD or just a general personality disorder thing people feel since I only suffer from AvPD.
I think I had many rushes over the years and appeared to be living normally. I am paralysed most days now
