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dreamofnofuture

dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, & reading
Apr 19, 2026
59
they had all the access to the good shit: psychedelics, heroine, other opiates, barbiturates, amphetamines. alcohol was in available in abundance and you didn't have to be an arbitrary age to get them. you could just get a prescription or buy this stuff for CHEAP.

there was very little informed consent, yes, so a lot of ppl were getting addicted or accidentally killing themselves, sure. we lost a lot of greats that way.

but at least you had access to harm reduction shit. you still do now, but you have to go through all these fucking hoops and loops just to take the pain away. and if you don't know anybody, good fucking like trying to get this shit!

nembutal is basically gone and there's rlly no incentive to revive it in the illicit underground drug market. but that used to be handed out like candy.

i would grow shrooms and try to heal that way as a last resort but i have no money and am not functional enough to get a job.l or hold one down.

so much for suicide prevention.

i think i have an antiemetics from when i got my wisdom teeth removed. in the next couple weeks, i think i'm just going to go through with taking a bunch of propranolol since i have nothing else. the pain of constantly failure and inability to feel happiness or learn/remember anything rlly is too much.

i've just given up trying to heal in a world that clearly wants me dead…​
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
1,787
I get so jealous when I read about suicides in the 1950s, they had easy access to so many pharmaceuticals. The myth of downing a bottle of sleeping pills to kill yourself didn't come from nowhere, it used to be possible. Now there are so many safety mechanisms in everything. Can't even use CO in a modern car.
 
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dreamofnofuture

dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, & reading
Apr 19, 2026
59
literally. they stole everything good, including a great/dignified suicide itself.

marilyn monroe died by taking pentobarbital (nembutal) and something else, i believe.

all we ask for is a peaceful death or relief from intolerable suffering and we just get more suicidism.

millenials, gen z, and gen alpha are rlly cooked.

at least we still have SN but it's still so hard to fucking access.​
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
296
Painless (or relatively painless) suicide method is all I want. I wish people didn't go bonkers with all this suicide prevention bs. I swear it hurts more people than it helps.
 
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Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
45
they had all the access to the good shit: psychedelics, heroine, other opiates, barbiturates, amphetamines. alcohol was in available in abundance and you didn't have to be an arbitrary age to get them. you could just get a prescription or buy this stuff for CHEAP.

there was very little informed consent, yes, so a lot of ppl were getting addicted or accidentally killing themselves, sure. we lost a lot of greats that way.

but at least you had access to harm reduction shit. you still do now, but you have to go through all these fucking hoops and loops just to take the pain away. and if you don't know anybody, good fucking like trying to get this shit!

nembutal is basically gone and there's rlly no incentive to revive it in the illicit underground drug market. but that used to be handed out like candy.

i would grow shrooms and try to heal that way as a last resort but i have no money and am not functional enough to get a job.l or hold one down.

so much for suicide prevention.

i think i have an antiemetics from when i got my wisdom teeth removed. in the next couple weeks, i think i'm just going to go through with taking a bunch of propranolol since i have nothing else. the pain of constantly failure and inability to feel happiness or learn/remember anything rlly is too much.

i've just given up trying to heal in a world that clearly wants me dead…​
I'm Gen X born 73 and I will say boomers ruined it. They were making all the laws in USA at that point. Not sure if that is true in other places in world but the laws were put into place by boomers who have been ruining and running things for way to long: my opinion.
 
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dreamofnofuture

dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, & reading
Apr 19, 2026
59
I'm Gen X born 73 and I will say boomers ruined it. They were making all the laws in USA at that point. Not sure if that is true in other places in world but the laws were put into place by boomers who have been ruining and running things for way to long: my opinion.
"rules for thee and not for me."

they snorted pure colombian and took meth to stay skinny but wanna claim all homeless people are drug addicts and that's why drugs should be illegal.

80 year-old boomer politicians steal tax payer dollars to pay for their healthcare, but when we want free healthcare, it's suddenly too unaffordable.

they truly are the most selfish generation.

i said gen x because some are boomer-lites and ran with the the boomer mindset, but boomers rlly fucking dropped the ball and ruined the world.
 
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Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
45
I'm m in the USA and I am so sad of what I see here. These 5.1M gold guilded horses sum up some of the ridiculous shit we are enduring. We absolutely have taxation without representation on the 250 anniversary. I am embarrassed and disabled or I would be doing as much as possible to change it. These flock cameras are also a major overstep. Ugh.
 
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dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, & reading
Apr 19, 2026
59
I'm m in the USA and I am so sad of what I see here. These 5.1M gold guilded horses sum up some of the ridiculous shit we are enduring. We absolutely have taxation without representation on the 250 anniversary. I am embarrassed and disabled or I would be doing as much as possible to change it. These flock cameras are also a major overstep. Ugh.
i'm in the usa too.

i hate how ppl talk ab europe, particularly scandanavia, and say "but they pay high taxes!" like, we pay a lot of tax too and we don't get shit. we don't get job stability/security (the boomers did), we don't get cheap housing or government subsidized education (the boomers did though), we don't get maternity/paternity leave, we don't get free universal healthcare, we don't get good healthcare (the boomers did though), our police are just agents for the government to incarcerate/murder "undesirables" (mentally ill people, homeless ppl, immigrants, brown/black ppl), we don't get sidewalks (boomers had this), we don't get walkable cities (the boomers had this before Big Car bulldozed these communities for the Road).

we're just stupid cogs until one health issue our environment causes turns us into an "invalid," and then we're ducking blamed for the health issue. "well, you shoulda walked ten miles a day, cut carbs out, eat only vegetables and fruits, prepare every single meal from scratch," etc.

we'll never get better. burn the usa to the ground.​
 
Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
45
i'm in the usa too.

i hate how ppl talk ab europe, particularly scandanavia, and say "but they pay high taxes!" like, we pay a lot of tax too and we don't get shit. we don't get job stability/security (the boomers did), we don't get cheap housing or government subsidized education (the boomers did though), we don't get maternity/paternity leave, we don't get free universal healthcare, we don't get good healthcare (the boomers did though), our police are just agents for the government to incarcerate/murder "undesirables" (mentally ill people, homeless ppl, immigrants, brown/black ppl), we don't get sidewalks (boomers had this), we don't get walkable cities (the boomers had this before Big Car bulldozed these communities for the Road).

we're just stupid cogs until one health issue our environment causes turns us into an "invalid," and then we're ducking blamed for the health issue. "well, you shoulda walked ten miles a day, cut carbs out, eat only vegetables and fruits, prepare every single meal from scratch," etc.

we'll never get better. burn the usa to the ground.​
It's all some brainwashing propaganda talk here. It's noticeable. The flock cameras are because they fear the masses. They really do.
 

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