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unevencompromise

unevencompromise

Vivo triste e abandonado Sofrendo sem merecer
Oct 20, 2025
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I'm going to ctb in june/2026 and got a pretty low budget so I'm bout to hang myself again. I'd like to know what's the best type of rope for me.

I have 123lbs and I'm 5' 8. I'm really skinny as well.
 
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I brought 12mm braided nylon rope from Amazon for around 20 GBP and attempted ctb but my anchor point was not high enough for fsh (it was a wooden beam above a door frame) it was id describe comfy in comparison to trying to tie a ligature with a shoe lace

I didn't fall unconscious - I landed on my feet and was overall unfazed by the whole experience - It not only cleared away all my fears about hanging but makes me sad I can't utilise the method for fsh as I don't have an anchor point
 
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Nov 30, 2023
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I brought 12mm braided nylon rope from Amazon for around 20 GBP and attempted ctb but my anchor point was not high enough for fsh (it was a wooden beam above a door frame) it was id describe comfy in comparison to trying to tie a ligature with a shoe lace

I didn't fall unconscious - I landed on my feet and was overall unfazed by the whole experience - It not only cleared away all my fears about hanging but makes me sad I can't utilise the method for fsh as I don't have an anchor point
do you know the length of the rope you bought? i'm wondering if 5m will be enough or if i need more. thank you
 

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